Just Like That

by Joelle8

Companion to "The Guise of Perfection." He liedspiedhurt her- even if she didn't know it- and he felt terrible every time, but his other option was losing her, and that wasn't really an option at all, because if he lost her, he'd lose himself, too.

Just Like That

(*)

It all started

(Sosolong ago it seems)

With Amy Cahill

In all her innocencenaivetygullibility

And he found he got a

S t r a n g e h i g h

From it,

So he kept it up

(Lyingtrickingheartbreaking)

And his c o n s c i e n c e was pushed to the

B a c k of his m i n d

(*)

He knew that wooing

M a d i s o n H o l t

Would be ohsoeasy

(It was)

Because how smart could a T o m a s be?

It turned out that

They could be very smart

(In her own way)

And determined

(She nevereverever lost)

And loyal

(Her family was e v e r y t h i n g to her, no matter what)

And kind

(Though she did her best to hide it)

And f l a w e d

(Stubbornroughresentful)

And b e a u t i f u l

(And just like that, he knew he was screwed)

(*)

So he worked h a r d e r than ever before

To hide his mission

Because if Madison found out,

She would

L e a v e

(He couldn't let that happen)

And he knew he would

F a l l t o p i e c e s

Because now, she was e v e r y t h i n g to him

So he liedspiedhurt her

(Even if she didn't know it)

And he felt

T e r r i b l e

Everytime

But his o t h e r option was

L o s i n g H e r

(And that really wasn't an

O p t i o n

At all,

Because if he lost her, then he'd

L o s e H i m s e l f

too)

(*)

And then, ohsosuddenly

She s e e s through his disguise

And she's g o n e

(It doesn't even matter she took all your workwith her)

And you feel like

The earth stopped spinning

The stars all blinked out

Your life is over

(Because she took your heart with her, too)

(*)

And you d o u b t she knows the truth

(You diddoalwayswill love her)

Because you

P l a y e d Y o u r P a r t

Too well

(Curse your Janus genes)

So now you're both

B r o k e n

And you hate yourselfbecause

You know it's all your fault

(*)

You know now,

You should've told her how you felt

But you l a c k that

Tomas bravery

That M a d i s o n always had

(So r e a l l y , you're not

G o o d E n o u g h

For her anyways)

And somehow, that thought

Gets you through the night

(But not really, because you still

wantneeddreamof her

And you know there's

N o t h i n g

That'll ever stop it)

(*)

So here you go: a short free verse about Kurt's point of view of "The Guise of Perfection"! The idea to make it was from randomzchickza! Please, please, please review- and, if it's not too much to ask, please don't favorite without reviewing, either (after all, I want to know why you're favoriting)!

Honesty and criticism is ALWAYS appreciated, remember! Thanks much!

-Joelle8