A different ending.
I have been haunted by the same nightmare every night for the last two night it comes back - I see Tris laying on a table. I can tell that it isn't looks pale,too pale.I start to one thing I'm most afraid of,the one thing that hasn't given me peace since the time she went to Erudite headquarters,to her death, is right in front of looks like she's sleeping,she looks peaceful,but I can feel that's not the case.I step closer hoping she'll open her eyes,look up and smile at me.I reach for her hand,hoping that she'll wake up. But she doesn't and her hand is too cold and I know she won't open her eyes.I grasp her hand and I press my lips to her can't be can't be...
"I'm sorry..." someone says form behind me.A familiar voice."She did it to save me"
"She's going to wake up" I say,more to myself than him.
"Tobias..." Caleb walks toward me.
"Don't " I warn. "She's going to wake up any minute now."
"We both know that's not..." " -...Enough ! " Caleb takes another step forward.
"Look,I ... "
I lose a second I had him pinned to the ground,hands around his thrashes underneath me,trying to pry my hands away,but I'm too strong.
"This is all your fault ! " I scream " If it wasn't for you,she'd still be alive ! She'd still be here,with me ! " I've lost it,but I don't care.
He's still trying to fight me,scratching my hands but it's useless.I'm not letting after everyhing that's happened,not after I've lost her and all because of starts to go limp under mouth opens and closes,as if trying to say something.
"Tobias "
That voice.
"Tobias"
Tris.
I wake up,gasping.I am disoriented for a then I'm back to the room that we've shared for the past two months,in a house we got in the Abnegation sector,after destroying the death serum and get rid of David,the scientist who almost killed Tris that day. Almost.
"Tobias" Tris says,looking worriedly into my eyes. " It's okay,it was just a bad dream"
I reach for her and fold her in my arms,squeezing tight.
"Was it the same dream ? " she asks.I manage to nod slightly,still holding her tight.
"It's fine,we'll get over this."
"I know." I say hoarsely. "I love you,Tris. " I kiss the top of her head,then her cheek,and then her lips.A gentle kiss,reassuring.
"I love you too"
"What's for breakfast then ? " I ask.
"There's leftover Dаuntless cake from Christina's birthday,want some ? "
"Hell yes" I jump out of bed and pick her up with me.
" Stop it " she says,giggling.
"Did you just giggle ? " I ask,lifting one eyebrow.
"No."
"Haven't heard you giggle since that time you were on peace Amity bread again,are we ? " I say,amused.
"Oh,shut up."she says,cheeks flushed.
"As you wish,Mrs Eaton" I kiss her again and carry her to our kitchen for some well deserved chocolate cake.