Why Inuyasha Why?

I could have helped you
I should have tried harder
The pain you went through
Was too much for one person

Why didn't you try and seek help
Why couldn't you have asked me
Your best friend
Your only true friend

Oh Inuyasha!

I hate that no one listened
Why don't people listen!
People never want to hear what may cause their happy world to crumble

Why did you leave so violently?
Couldn't you have gone in your sleep?
Could the weapon not have been so deadly?
So blood thirsty?

Did you think I would take up your offer
One bullet left for me

Do you know how hard it was
For me to say no

You left a hole in my heart
In my life
And in my soul

I will be with you one day
We will meet again

You were the person,
The only person I could confide in

Inuyasha

The boy I loved
For so many years
But never told my true feelings to

The boy who could have grown
Into a hell of a man

But chose to end his life

Why?