A/N: I'm writing this new story because.. I'm trying to get to like KukaixUtau more. I used to only like KukaixYaya, and then I found a new Yaya couple to support.. and well, I think you know the rest. XD Anywho, I've had this idea for quite a while and I figured it was time to express it.

Disclaimer: I don't own crap. DX


All of the students. All dressed in the black uniforms. Everyone was supposedly to pick a specific group to fit in with. The goths, the nerds, the popular crowd.. No, those are all stereotypes, a blonde haired girl thought to herself as she sat in the middle of all these groups. She was.. Average. Just average. There was nothing special about her. She wasn't smart, she wasn't gorgeous; she definitely wasn't a nerd, though.

Utau sighed none too lightly. She didn't seem to fit in anywhere. She wouldn't be accepted anywhere.

"Cheer up, Utau!" Iru said irritably. She was getting a little tired of Utau moping around.

Utau sighed again. "What's the point, Iru? There isn't one. I don't have anything in my life."

Eru watched Utau sadly.

It had been this way ever since her brother went away. He was her world. He was supposed to be with her forever. Through thick and thin. Was it all just a part of her imagination? No. Siblings are supposed to be with you. Someone you can always rely on. Good times and bad. What was Ikuto doing? Looking for their father? Ha. He had all this time to find us, Ikuto... Utau closed her eyes. He never came looking. I wish you'd just stop..

It didn't help that he had joined an orchestra either. Now she'd barely ever get to see him. But he was only pursuing his career, so she felt that it wasn't all his fault. However, she was still lonely without him. He barely returned any of her texts she sent.. He just.. Didn't care any more. Has he forgotten all about his little sister? She loved him.

Utau refused to cry. Never would she let tears out at school. She knew about all the rumors that could start. The every-day gossip. It didn't interest Utau. She couldn't ever believe those half-wit rumors.

Utau didn't have many friends, either. All of them were either delinquents, stuck-up snobby chicks, or.. They just plain didn't like her. She was unusual; she sure was. She wore her hair in two long blonde pig-tails. She had violet colored eyes, and looked somewhat frightening, considering she didn't speak very often unless spoken to, sometimes not even then.

She had always had a little bit of passion for singing, but it just didn't fit in. What were the chances she'd actually become famous? The thought sometimes made her laugh it was so ridiculous.

And her guardian characters? They only confused her even more. They were both so different. They couldn't seriously be her would be self. She was nothing like either of them. Also, she could only pick one of them, right? Wouldn't the other disappear then? But they're going to eventually disappear anyways.

"You'll find who you want to be one of these days, Utau-chan," Eru smiled hopefully.

"Yeah! We'll help you!" Iru encouraged even more.

The words of her small charas gave her a little hope, surprisingly. She gave them one of her rare smiles. "Thanks, guys."

-At the end of day-

Utau gathered her belongings and waited until the hallways cleared to leave the school. She hated going in through big crowds. She always tried to stay out of everybody's way, but she almost always ended up crashing into someone.

The teenager walked the practically empty halls with her head downward, staring at the floor. The feelings of sadness, loneliness, and depression gained control again.

Iru and Eru easily kept up with her slow walking; she was in a daze.

Utau froze in her tracks when she reached the outside world and just stared at the ground like it was some sort of staring contest.

Worry flooded into the guardian character's minds' as they threw themselves against her back.

Utau's head jerked up to stare straight forward. She was so lost, so confused.. She had been zoning out like this ever since her dear brother had (pretty much) abandoned her. She knew it wasn't intended for it to be like this, but she couldn't help but feel this way. It was inevitable.

"What the hell's wrong with me?!" Utau yelled into space and took off running out the double doors.

"Utau-chan!"

"Utau!"

"Where could she go besides home?!" Eru said worriedly.

"Nowhere," Iru replied bluntly. "It'll be fine."

The two characters left the scene, heading home.


A/N: Review if you want more. ^^