Dear Shizu-chan,
Our complex relationship is coming to its
nine year anniversary.
Oh how exciting,
neither of us have been turned into nothing yet.
It's a good guess that you're going to go
looking for me after you read this, yes?
Hehe don't leave this letter yet,
for I have something to tell you.
Hate isn't the feeling that I have for you.
If I tell you what it really is you'd probably think
I'm lying like you always do…
Well I'm not lying when I say I don't hate you,
but really do care about you.
Why am I not saying this to your face?
Like you've said so many times,
I'm too much of a coward to do that.
I love you, Shizuo Heiwajima~
Sincerely,
Your little flea,
Izaya Orihara