Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts or any of the characters.
Warnings: boy-love
Okay, this story is placed when Axel sees Roxas again (in the fake Twilight Town) but Roxas doesn't remember who he is.
Written from Axel's POV
You forgot didn't you?
Wait, don't answer that.
I already know what you'll say. I could tell, from the first moment I saw you again…that look in your eyes…like you've never seen me before in your life.
It's okay really… I mean I feel like my heart has been ripped out, torn to pieces, burned, and buried, but its okay…
I don't have a heart anyway.
But, damn, if I did, I'd sure be in pain right now.
Agony even
…Can you break a heart you don't have?
Roxas, how could you do this to me? Don't you remember anything?
Anything at all?
What about that time when we went to see fireworks? You remember? I made up some excuse as to why we should sit away from the rest of the group. Really, it was just to get you alone. It was cold out and we both had hot chocolate. And then, I went to make a move on you and ended up spilling my hot chocolate down the front of your shirt which really worked out in the best because you had to take your shirt off then we spent the rest of the night cuddling together under a blanket so I could keep you warm while we watched the fireworks.
Remember that time that I broke into your room in the middle of the night and kidnapped you? I brought you to my room where I had set up a candle lit dinner. I did it because earlier me, you and Demyx had been watching a romance movie and me and Demyx got in a conversation about how stupid all this cheesy romance was, then you said that you thought it was sweet and said that you wished someone cared enough to romance you like that. So I set this whole little dinner scene up and brought you to my room… It probably would've been more romantic if you weren't kicking and screaming the whole time I carried you there.
That was our first date.
Do you remember when we first met?
Our first kiss?
Our first time?
Do you remember when you left?
When you broke my heart just like you're doing now?
Stop it!
Stop looking at me like that. Like you don't know who I am. I can't take it anymore, the distance in your eyes. Those beautiful blue eyes that I've always loved. Why are they so filled with such confusion?
I wish…
I wish you would just look at me like you used to. Even when you were annoyed with me, there was always a hint of affection in your eyes.
But now…
Nothing.
Not even the slightest hint of warmth…
Of recognition…
It's killing me.
Was everything we did together so meaningless to you that you can just forget it? Just like that? These memories of all the times we've had together that are the most precious things to me…are they really so worthless that you can just throw them away?
No… sorry, I'm not mad. I know it's not your fault…
Memories…. are the most precious things…it's a shame that you can't remember…
…don't worry Roxas; I'll remember twice as much…
For you.
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