Why did they save me?
Why do they even care? After everything I have done to them? I deserved to die.
I should have died, so why am I here?
What did tony mean when he said he couldn't live without me? Was he really wilingl to die to avenge my death?
How do I tell tony what I knew that he was only trying to protect me? That he did it in self defence?
Why did it take me all this time to realise that these people are they only people I can trust? That they are my real family. That they would go into hell on the smallest chance that she was alive.
What happens now? Do we just going back to how things were before? Can we go back? Will I be allowed on the team? They most have already found a replacement someone that isn't going to get them killed just for knowing her/him. Will Eli let me stay? He wants me dead, I know he does wants me dead why else would he leave me in the Sahara? Will he try again? What if one of my team get in the way?
I don't care what happens to me but i will kill him before I let him anywhere near my family.
He thinks loving someone is a weakness but he is wrong love makes you stronger, it make me stronger. That is going to be his down fall.
Eli David is dead to me.