Edward wasn't due to pick her up for a couple of hours. Bella had finished all of her chores and decided to take a walk. She carefully watched where she stepped, as she climbed over a fallen log with overgrown foliage. She wasn't keeping track of time, just mindlessly walking through the forest. She heard a bit of crackling behind her, so Bella turned around. There was nothing there. She just assumed it was an animal, until she heard the crackling again.
A hand wrapped around her mouth and muffled the scream that followed. The stranger, defiantly a man, pushed her to the ground, and tied her hands above her head. Bella let out a strangled sob as the man gagged her with a piece from her now ripped shirt. Her roughly caressed her wet cheek and kissed her, leaving a trail of slobber down her neck. He grabbed a pocket knife from his pocket and quickly ripped her shirt apart.
He wasted no time with the bra. It also was disposed of. He groped her breast unyieldingly and pinched her nipples, until they felt like they would burst from pain and pressure. Leaning down to her twin mounds, he suckled her flesh hard. Bella cried out in pain when he bit her nipple hard.
The man untied her gag, but muted any cries for help by kissing her hard and rough. This brought more tears to Bella's eyes. He then moves down to her lower regions and takes her pants off. He just ripped her flimsy underwear to get at her jewel.
Alice was happily talking to her mate Jasper, when she was hit with a vision. A moan dominated her senses. She could tell that it was Bella; then she saw a man, sucking her sister's cunt! What was going on? How could Bella do this to Edward? The little pixie was suddenly very grateful that her brother had gone to hunt. He didn't have to see this awful scene, and Alice could have time to figure out how to break it to him, the rest of the family for that matter.
The man didn't even make sure she was lubricated, before he shoved his member into her virginal opening. Bella screamed out in heartbreaking pain, as her cherry was popped. He continued to bury himself to the hilt relentlessly. Bella was left on the dirty, cold floor of the forest, after he had comed twice.
She just lied there for about an hour, trying to get up, but handicapped completely by the pain in her abdomen. Bella was eventually able to get up and move, but she did so very carefully, so as not to aggravate the pain any more.
Tears coursed their way down her face. She opened the front door to her house, to find that Charlie was not there; he left a note saying that he went to La Push to go fishing with Billy Black and Harry Clearwater.
She went to the bathroom and turned the water as hot as it could go. She felt a desperate need to make herself 'clean' again. She wanted all of the man's touches to be gone, and she felt that if she could just scrub it all away, she would be clean again. Bella stepped into the shower, her skin turning red at the burning water. She grabbed her sponge and went to work at scrubbing her skin off. Only when the water began to turn red did she stop scrubbing. Even though she didn't feel clean, she wanted to see Edward, Alice and the rest of the Cullens.
Bella selected a pair of black skinny jeans and a long sleeved, gray and red, t-shirt. She wiped some tears off her cheeks, hopped into to her tuck, and started her car. Making her way down the familiar road, she wondered if Alice had seen it yet. 'Does Edward know?'
She started to panic. 'Why would he want me now?' She was impure in her mind; she wanted to give her virginity to her soul mate, not a rapist.
Her loud Chevy rumbled its way up her adoptive family's long driveway. Bella never once wondered why Edward had not come to get her, she only thought of if he would still love her.
No one comes out to greet her, but the brunette pays no attention to that. She knocks at their door. A hard faced Alice answered the door with a quick, "What do you want?"
Bella was in shock. Never, not even when they had first met, had the short vampire ever spoken to her in such a way. "A-Alice?"
"How could you think of coming here after what you did to Edward? Do you know what you did to him?"
"W-what?" Bella couldn't comprehend why they were yelling at her? Oh, Edward didn't want her because she lost her innocence.
"You had sex with that man!" Alice screamed in her face. Why was Bella acting like she didn't know what was going on?
Jasper, meanwhile, was shocked at how much pain Bella was in. When she came in, she was feeling helplessness, worry, grief, self – hatred along with regular hatred, and sorrow. As Alice continued to chew Bella out, her pain just grew and grew.
As Edward walked in with a crestfallen expression, Bella's pain seemed to peak and fear joined it.
"How could you Bella?" His voice cracked twice with the inquisition.
"I-I-I d-d, H-he r-ra –"
"Don't lie." Alice interrupted scathingly.
Jasper then felt all of Bella's pain, worry, fear, and everything else just disappear. It was like she had a numbing balm over her.
"I'm sorry." For once, she didn't stutter and looked toward her feet as she spoke. She looked up and Jasper had to look closely at her face, but he swear he saw resignation in her eyes. Bella looked at all of his family's faces, like she would never see them again, and left in her red truck.