Author's Notes: This is just a little drabbley thing I wrote the other day. Enjoy.
Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy X.
Summary: It hadn't yet sunk in, hadn't yet been made real to her that he wasn't coming back. Tidus/Yuna.
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Intermission
completed on January 6, 2009
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On the first night, I was too numb to even cry. It hadn't yet sunk in, hadn't yet been made real to me that you weren't coming back. And I stayed numb like that for quite some time, living in the dream that I was going to wake up and you would no longer just be one. You would be there, your arms open to me and there would be a smile upon your face.
I had always been something of a dreamer, maybe not as much as you, but I had been one nonetheless. But even the most avid, vivid dreamers have to wake up at some point. I was no exception to that cold rule.
It was a Sunday night and Rikku had just left after yet again trying to cheer me up. Even she wasn't that optimistic though, and was really just keeping an eye on me so I didn't cause any harm to myself. She didn't have to admit it; I could see it in her eyes.
I had been sitting on a couch in my apartment, staring blankly at the wall, when it felt as if a boulder of crushing weight compressed me, my heart, until it was left in a mutilated, mangled state.
I stepped outside and stumbled along the sands of Besaid until I neared the temple, collapsing on the ground in the spot where we first met. As I held myself, my body shaking uncontroalably, I shed all the tears that had been walled up within in me for the past year and just let them all go.
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I visited the Farplane once.
I called your name again and again, whistled like you told me to do in case I ever go lost, but you didn't come. I guess calling the name of a dream as beautiful as you falls only on deaf, no longer existing ears.
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And now, I wait for my time to come, wait to die in the hopes that I will see you again. I am faithful, maybe not the way that I was when I was still a Summoner, when we first met, but I am. I pray to whatever gods whom rule our planet to take pity on us and reunite us because you were ripped from my arms far too soon
As I sit and stare up at the stars, I think of your face, your devilish blue eyes, and I wait to join you.
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