I don't own inuyasha or the lyrics those are by afi , well anyways enjoy the story!
'lyrics' "speech"
He never ever listened to her! He doesn't care that I can't see my family anymore because of naraku destroying the well before we defeated him. He just runs off at night to see his damn clay pot twit. I don't even know what I'm going to do with my life, sango and miroku are married and taking care of their children, shippo is learning from a fox tribe, they don't need her anymore. Suddenly their was a loud groan kagome quietly tip toed over to the source of the sound. What she found surprised her, there leaning against a tree was a very human looking sesshomaru, he had pitch-black hair instead of silver, and stunning silver eyes instead of cold gold ones. He was bleeding heavily from his wounds, 'what should I do? I can't just leave him here, what happened to him anyway?' she put her raven locks into a high ponytail so they wouldn't get in the way, she took her sleeping bag out of her backpack ,laid it down and gently rolled him onto it. She started dragging him to her hut so she could see to his wounds. She took off his top and rolled up his pants until she came to the wounds on his legs. Upon closer inspection on his arms there were circles engraved into his skin , his legs had half a circles, and his chest had a large crescent moon all were bleeding profusely. She dipped a cloth into warm water and cleaned out the wounds and all the blood around them, then put herbs on them and bandaged the wounds up.
: one week later:
She went about doing what she did for the past week cleaning out his wounds and bandaging them back up, then feeding him, but today was different today he opened his eyes and glanced around a little bit she was so shocked she fainted. When she came around he was unconscious again, so she thought maybe she dreamed him opening his eyes and all but when she nudged him he woke up. He tried to sit up but to no avail he fell roughly back onto the mat. He let out a frustrated sigh "wench, where is this sesshomaru?" she glared menacingly at him her anger caused her face to flush "my name is KAGOME, not wench, bitch, or any other name that your pea brained little mind can come up with, GOT IT!" he glared at her with his now silver eyes 'how dare she talk to this sesshomaru like that, no women , no human women has never!' "you will not speak to this sesshomaru in such a way, you pathetic human, now tell me where this sesshomaru is" ,"sesshomaru….um….well….uh…well-" "out with it already human" ,"FINE, well anyway yournotademonanymoreyourahumannow" , he just looked at her with a blank stare, so she took a deep breathe and " you not a demon anymore you're a human now, do you understand?", "your lies are not amusing human", "I'M NOT LYING, look for yourself" she shoved a bucket full of water towards him. He glanced down into the bucket and sense he doesn't have his mask anymore shock was portrayed across his handsome features. "what have you done to me?" she just looked at him sadly " I haven't done anything, to you, I found you in the woods like this, do you know what happened to you?", he shook his head no. she felt bad for the guy , one moment he's a powerful taiyouki and the next he's a human. She scooted near him and gave him his food he glanced at it strangely but took it anyway and started eating. He ate in silence , she cleared her throat but he didn't glance her way "your in my hut in inuyashas' forest by the way" he just glanced her way the only way he acknowledged that she said something. She decided to rewrap his wounds sense they were still open slightly because he didn't have his demon healing anymore. " Sesshomaru?" he glanced at her as if to go on " can you please let me rewrap your wounds so they don't get infected?", he gave her a nod and she rewrapped them. They sat in silence for a while until "Kagome!" yelled sango's daughter sakura while busting into her hut. "sakura, what's wrong?", " mommy and daddy said that kiara smelled a trace of sess- " , " yes, sakura this is Lord sesshomaru as you can see he is human now so there's nothing to worry about , go tell your mommy and daddy for me" " okay, auntie kagome" and then she dashed out of the hut in a swirl of reds and blues. "jeez little girls and their energy" she muttered, " the demon slayer and the monk's daughter?" " oh yeah, sorry about that". " where's my half-breed, half-brother?" " out in the forest with his clay pot twit as always" . "I'll be back in a bit, try to get some rest" she picked up her bathing supplies and left. When she walked out her door she saw sango and miroku rushing to her hut so she quickly walked towards them away from her hut so sesshomaru wouldn't hear them. "sango, miroku it's fine sesshomaru is human right now, I found him in the forest with large gashes", "why didn't you just leave him there, kagome?" miroku asked " because he would have died if I didn't help him and I couldn't just walk past after I saw him there" , " okay kagome, we understand". " I'm going to the hot springs, can one of you look after him for a little while just in case he needs something?", "sure " sango replied, " thanks". She walked slowly towards the hot springs she wanted to be alone for a while. She remembered a song from her era that she felt explained the whole inuyasha situation, and she began to sing
Every night devise new heights in genocide
Lover I am loveless.
All my friends and I Toast health and suicide
lover, I am lonely
Were you holding hands when my palms Bled? oh, I will be all right….just use me.
The future's bright without me.
Spend some Time walking the line.
World is unified Ennui, and I divide. Lover, I am loveless.
Red days and burning might bleed til the Faceless die.'
'Oh, lover I am lonely, were You holding hands when my wrists bled'
Kagome looked at the old scars on her wrists where she had to kill herself once because of inuyasha, she regretted ever doing it he was never really worth it.
So Stay sweetly numb. Remain lifeless, love.
So stay sweetly numb. Maintain lifeless love.
She only felt numb now, her heart was broken in a heap of unrepairable pieces. There weren't anymore tears left to shed, inuyasha had all those tears in a jar that he looks upon with malice because he never loved me. she headed back to her hut after she was dressed and everything, though when she arrived back at her hut sango was outside sporting a wound to the shoulder, kagome saw this and ran to her " what happened?", sango glanced up then looked away " sesshomaru wanted to cut his own food so I gave him a knife well he cut me instead, and ran out the door" . kagome helped sango inside and wrapped her wound" I'm sorry sango"," it's alright, he didn't do too much damage". Sango called for kiara and kagome helped her on and then she flew home to rest and heal. Kagome went into her hut and started packing a bag full of food clothes, bandages, herbs, water, ect., and then she walked out of her hut on her way to find sesshomaru.