Because I love you.

Authors note: Ok this is just a drabble to help me get over something that recently happened to me. So if something in this story is not from the show then sorry. This really has no season. It's up to you. The only thing that needs to be known is that this is Jess' point of view and it's him thinking about Rory.

Jess' Point of View

You promised that if I ever needed anything I could come to you but now it's awkward and you won't even look in my direct. I was hurting and you took advantage of me. Why did you do this? Revenge? Guilt? Or did you only want to make him jealous. He's not right for you and he loves someone else. You ended it but yet you still love him. I don't know why I didn't stop it from the beginning. Walked away and went home. Where I could hurt. Where I could bleed. It's the only thing that makes me feel alive. I love you don't you get it? Can't you see that I'm alone inside? All I want is you. Your arms around me whispering sweet nothings in my ear. But I guess I can nee r have that now. You made your choice. You didn't choose me. So I guess I will just fade away. Away from your life. Your memories. Your heart. Just know that nothing like this will happen ever again. I regret it. I hate it. I hate you. Because I love you.