Distant memories
Disclaimer: I do not own, nor did I create any of the characters that I have used in my story, if you do not under stand most or any of this you need to watch spirited away.
Spirited Away was created by the same person who created Princess Mononoke.
A/N please be patient with me. this may not be very good at the start because this is my first fan fic I have written. please write me a review after reading this to tell me what I can do, or add to make this better
Listening to: Vitamin C Graduation (Friends Forever) and Evanescence Bring me to life
Chapter one: love isn't fair
Chihiro was weeping quietly, much like she did every day. "its not fair" she whispered to herself "he promised me he would come back. he promised me" she rolled over on her side and peered out the window. It was a nice day outside, but she didn't feel like taking a walk. All Chihiro wanted to do was be in his arms again. Haku. Oh where was he!? Did he even think about her at all? Or maybe he was just an illusive dream.. She screamed as loud as she could, she didn't care if any one heard her. This was driving her insane!
It had been 8 years since she had been to the spirit world, and each and every night she dreamed about going back. Haku was all she ever dreamed about any more, his sea green eyes that held her with their mystery. His gentle touch, and his sweet voice. He was the only one she had ever loved. But if she loved him so much, how come all she ever did was cry when she thought of him?
"its just not fair!" she whispered again, she should be dating other boys, and gossiping about the cute boys who are in her gym class. But she hasn't, it was her senior year of High School, Chihiro had no close friends, have never been on a date and had not even had her first kiss. It was like her whole life revolved around such a distant memory, almost as if she lived in an illusion. No one else existed, except her and Haku.
Sometimes, if she went up to the top of the hill, the hill where she first went into the spirit world, she could feel him. He was almost close enough to touch. She would spread out her arms like she had wings and spin. Spinning, Spinning, Spinning.. Spinning until suddenly, suddenly she came crashing down, he whole would came crashing down as she lay there panting for breath. Her heart pounded in her chest. As she lay there she waited.. Maybe if she waited long enough.. He would come back for her, to whisk her away, whisk her off her feet, erasing all of this pain that she felt. He would hold her tightly in his arms and heal her aching heart. She waited, but he never came, he promise, but still . he never came.
How could she still have such a strong love for some one who probably didn't even care is she still existed.
She screamed again throwing her pillow across the room, smashing into her dresser. Without even looking up she knew what happened. With a loud crash the statue of a dragon that had been sitting on her dresser had been knocked on to the floor and lay in three pieces.. she kneeled on the floor where the dragon lay and cried.
"why do I love you so much!?!" she screamed. Chihiro was furious! Not only was her heart broken but now he statue the reminded her so much of Haku was broken also.
"love just inst fair" she choked through her sobs . "it isn't fair!"
sobbing she fell asleep on the floor beside her shattered dragon, drifting into such a sweet dream.
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She was only ten years old again, no longer eighteen but once again a child and care free. She was happy and in his arms. Haku was just like she remembered so handsome and innocent. His eyes. OH how she loved his eyes. They were so mysterious and the most perfect shade of green. She could feel herself flying through the air on his back. The way the wind traveled through her hair made her smile and wish that she too could just let go and soar through the sky. She felt so free, so happy and once again every thing was complete.
As they landed in the forest the settled down where no one would find them, and he just held her. Oh. how she loved to be held. But by no one but him, he was the only one she wanted and the only one that she was dreaming about.
Just as everything is perfect, right before he goes to kiss her.. She wakes up.
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"Chihiro!" she heard her mother yell up the stairs "are you up there?"
Chihiro jumped up startled. Sighing she looked around and came back to reality. "Yes, mother, I'm up here."
Picking up the pieces of the fallen dragon she headed down the stars to meet her mother.
"Oh Chihiro. what did you do? Maybe we should just throw it away" her mother reached for the dragon.
"No!" Chihiro said clutching the dragon "I can fix it, I just don't want to throw it away" She looked almost as if she was going to start to cry.
"OK" her mother replied. "ok we will fix it together, if it means that much to you"
"Thank you" Chihiro cried as she hugged her mother.
"oh that reminds me Chihiro" her mother pulled away and walked over to the counter "I found this, and I thought you might like it since you love dragons so much"
Chihiro just stared. It was a necklace. A silver dragon with sea green eyes, coiled around a hematite stone. Just looking at the necklace flooded her mind with so many distant memories the she almost forgot. "Haku" she whispered under her breath. Slipping the necklace on her body was filled with a sudden warmth, a sudden burst of energy. "Oh, Haku.. I miss you so much! If only I knew what you felt for me" Clutching onto the necklace, she hugged her mom and ran back up to her room. Throwing herself down onto her bed she cried "Love just isn't fair!"
Disclaimer: I do not own, nor did I create any of the characters that I have used in my story, if you do not under stand most or any of this you need to watch spirited away.
Spirited Away was created by the same person who created Princess Mononoke.
A/N please be patient with me. this may not be very good at the start because this is my first fan fic I have written. please write me a review after reading this to tell me what I can do, or add to make this better
Listening to: Vitamin C Graduation (Friends Forever) and Evanescence Bring me to life
Chapter one: love isn't fair
Chihiro was weeping quietly, much like she did every day. "its not fair" she whispered to herself "he promised me he would come back. he promised me" she rolled over on her side and peered out the window. It was a nice day outside, but she didn't feel like taking a walk. All Chihiro wanted to do was be in his arms again. Haku. Oh where was he!? Did he even think about her at all? Or maybe he was just an illusive dream.. She screamed as loud as she could, she didn't care if any one heard her. This was driving her insane!
It had been 8 years since she had been to the spirit world, and each and every night she dreamed about going back. Haku was all she ever dreamed about any more, his sea green eyes that held her with their mystery. His gentle touch, and his sweet voice. He was the only one she had ever loved. But if she loved him so much, how come all she ever did was cry when she thought of him?
"its just not fair!" she whispered again, she should be dating other boys, and gossiping about the cute boys who are in her gym class. But she hasn't, it was her senior year of High School, Chihiro had no close friends, have never been on a date and had not even had her first kiss. It was like her whole life revolved around such a distant memory, almost as if she lived in an illusion. No one else existed, except her and Haku.
Sometimes, if she went up to the top of the hill, the hill where she first went into the spirit world, she could feel him. He was almost close enough to touch. She would spread out her arms like she had wings and spin. Spinning, Spinning, Spinning.. Spinning until suddenly, suddenly she came crashing down, he whole would came crashing down as she lay there panting for breath. Her heart pounded in her chest. As she lay there she waited.. Maybe if she waited long enough.. He would come back for her, to whisk her away, whisk her off her feet, erasing all of this pain that she felt. He would hold her tightly in his arms and heal her aching heart. She waited, but he never came, he promise, but still . he never came.
How could she still have such a strong love for some one who probably didn't even care is she still existed.
She screamed again throwing her pillow across the room, smashing into her dresser. Without even looking up she knew what happened. With a loud crash the statue of a dragon that had been sitting on her dresser had been knocked on to the floor and lay in three pieces.. she kneeled on the floor where the dragon lay and cried.
"why do I love you so much!?!" she screamed. Chihiro was furious! Not only was her heart broken but now he statue the reminded her so much of Haku was broken also.
"love just inst fair" she choked through her sobs . "it isn't fair!"
sobbing she fell asleep on the floor beside her shattered dragon, drifting into such a sweet dream.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
She was only ten years old again, no longer eighteen but once again a child and care free. She was happy and in his arms. Haku was just like she remembered so handsome and innocent. His eyes. OH how she loved his eyes. They were so mysterious and the most perfect shade of green. She could feel herself flying through the air on his back. The way the wind traveled through her hair made her smile and wish that she too could just let go and soar through the sky. She felt so free, so happy and once again every thing was complete.
As they landed in the forest the settled down where no one would find them, and he just held her. Oh. how she loved to be held. But by no one but him, he was the only one she wanted and the only one that she was dreaming about.
Just as everything is perfect, right before he goes to kiss her.. She wakes up.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Chihiro!" she heard her mother yell up the stairs "are you up there?"
Chihiro jumped up startled. Sighing she looked around and came back to reality. "Yes, mother, I'm up here."
Picking up the pieces of the fallen dragon she headed down the stars to meet her mother.
"Oh Chihiro. what did you do? Maybe we should just throw it away" her mother reached for the dragon.
"No!" Chihiro said clutching the dragon "I can fix it, I just don't want to throw it away" She looked almost as if she was going to start to cry.
"OK" her mother replied. "ok we will fix it together, if it means that much to you"
"Thank you" Chihiro cried as she hugged her mother.
"oh that reminds me Chihiro" her mother pulled away and walked over to the counter "I found this, and I thought you might like it since you love dragons so much"
Chihiro just stared. It was a necklace. A silver dragon with sea green eyes, coiled around a hematite stone. Just looking at the necklace flooded her mind with so many distant memories the she almost forgot. "Haku" she whispered under her breath. Slipping the necklace on her body was filled with a sudden warmth, a sudden burst of energy. "Oh, Haku.. I miss you so much! If only I knew what you felt for me" Clutching onto the necklace, she hugged her mom and ran back up to her room. Throwing herself down onto her bed she cried "Love just isn't fair!"
