Gravity

Well this story literally came to me when I was using the bathroom at work. It was tired and cold and I was like what can I write about and then it hit me. Well I hope you will enjoy this story. Please review. I want to know if I should continue to write this or not.

Chapter 1: See you again

The room was pitch black and the only noise where coming from the clock on the wall and soft breathing that came from a figure who sat at the kitchen table. It was Bell Swan. She had her elbows on the table and her face in her hands. She eyes were dry. She already cried so much she could not cry anymore. The loss felt harder than anything else she felt before. It was painful, yet she knew she could not crumble. down like she did when she was a teenager. No she had to be strong. Her family needed her more than anything right now.

Her life is so different then she had imagined it would be. Five years ago she was supposed to get married to the supposedly love of her life and become a vampire. She was supposed to spend an eternity with Edward moving around a couple of years. Yet she was still very much human living in a town she once hated, still living with her father and becoming a highschool teacher. It was not the glamorous life that she had chosen for herself but she was not complaining. Her life was much more now than beauty, money, fast cars and rainy towns for the rest of her life. It had a meaning and a purpose.

So how did she manage not to marry Edward after she went through so much trouble? How did she not marry the man that she supposedly could not live without? Bella shook her head and scoffed remembering a couple days before her wedding Jacob showed up and changed her life forever.

Flash back

Bella stood in her room looking around it and seeing it bare. Her life here for the last year and a half packed in boxes. She was ready to marry Edward and start her life.

"Are you all packed?" Bella heard her father say from the doorway. She turned around to see her father leaning on the wall of her room his eyes scanning her room with a sad look on his face. Bella closed her eyes and willed her heart to stop hurting so much. The site of her father broke her hear.

"Yeah I am dad." Bella said in a whisper. She turned around and looked at the window hearing her father sighed.

"I just don't understand why do you have to marry him now. Your still so young. You can go to collage and then…" Charlie stopped talking and Bella looked at him. He was looking at his feet.

"Dad I have made my decision. I love Edward. I want to marry him. I am just moving to collage you are not loosing me."Bella said hating herself for lying to him. It is not easy to leave her dad behind. Bella loved her father more than anything but she loved Edward as well and she wanted him and the life with him.

"I don't know Bella. I feel like the minute you say I do I will lose." Charlie said looked Bella in the eyes with a heartbreaking look and walked out of her room whatever Bella was supposed to say died in her throat. Bella closed her eyes and felt as tears fell from her eyes. She jumped when she heard the front door open and close and sniffed when she heard the cruiser pull away from the driveway.

She made her decision right? So why in the hell did it hurt so much? She knew it was going to be hard but she never predicted that it was going to be this hard. She knew she was making the right decision but buried deep down under layers and layers of love for Edward was a small voice screaming at her that she is making the worst decision possible. It was a small voice very small voice but with a week until her wedding the voice was getting louder and louder with each passing day.

"Stop Bella, stop it right now. You ARE making the right decision. You cannot live without Edward." she said and opened her eyes and they landed on the dream catcher that Jacob gave to her for her birthday and her heart literally exploded with pain. Jake was gone. He left when he found out about the wedding and no one knew where he went. Bella missed him so much. She was worried about him and that fear almost crippled her.

"Am I making the right decision." the small voice inside her screamed at her. The images of the kiss on the mountain flashed behind her eyes. How hot it felt and how right it felt. What struck her the most were the black haired children running around her and their laughter that struck her heart. Images of the life together wooshed in front of her. Their wedding, their, children, their life. It was beautiful. It was right.

Then her life with Edward wooshed before her and the anguish that she felt when he left her and how empty she felt and Bella never wanted to feel like that again. Both decision were painful and up until now Bella knew which one was less painful but now she was not sure.

There was a wind blowing in her room and when she turned around she saw him. He was stating right there. After weeks of not seeing him Jacob Black stood in her room with nothing on but cut off jeans. The air was sucked from Bella's lungs as she saw him standing in front of her. All of his glory stood there his russet skin, his raven hair all the familiar features of him but his eyes stood out the most. They were s dark, dark like night and so full of emotion that it made Bella gasp.

Bella stood rooted to the ground. She did not know what to do. She wanted to jump in his arms and embrace him but his cold features stopped her. He was no in a happy mood and she was not gonna provoke him more.

"Jake." Bella breathed out and looked at him. He closed his eyes and took a deep calming breath.

"I know you have made your decision. I know you chose the bloodsucker over me and everyone of your family. I am done with pleading for you love when you are not willing to give it to me. I am done with you but I came here to say one more think. You are a selfish bitch Bella. You are leaving everyone that loves you for that one man. Your poor father and mother, the people who love you more than anything in the world. The worst part is that they know that you are alive yet they will not be able to see you cause you will not be you. It is better if you were dead than at least they will get a closure." Jacob said in a low and dangerous voice making Bella choke out a sob. The things that Jacob said were so true that Bella could not even cry. They were the truth and as much as it hurt she will have to take them on board and live with that.

"I am sorry Jacob. I really am sorry." Bella said in a whisper and watched as Jacob paced the room and pulling at his hair angrily

"I don't want you to be sorry Bella. I don't need that. You are going to be a vampire which is worst than being dead and I will have to know about it. It kills me Bella cause I love you the way that you will never love me but I will haver to live with this. Fuck Bella it makes me so angry that I fucking hate you right now!" Jacob shouted and walked the room.

"Maybe its better like this. Better for you to hate me." Bella said and Jacob looked at her. He was breathing heavily his chest moving up and down rapidly. His eyes were dark and full of fire and Bella gulp. The way that Jake was staring at her right now made her feel so alive it almost drove her crazy.

"Screw it." Jacob said under his breath and in two long strides was next to Bella his mouth landing on her. Bella was so shocked at first she did nothing but when she felt his tongue against her lips her eyes closed and she moaned kissing him back with the same fever he showed her. She stood on her toes, her hand in his hair pulling him closer to her. She could not get enough of him. She wanted more of him, get closer. She wanted him so bad.

She felt herself being lifted in the air and she wrapped her legs around his waits trying to get closer to him even though right now it was impossible. The kiss was feverish and full of lust, the tongues battled for dominance. When Jake bit her lower lip Bella moaned into the kiss loudly and scraped her fingernails into his skill making hi growl. Bella cursed her human lungs when they demanded air and broke the kiss. Bella was breathing heavily looking into the eyes that were full of fire. He was also breathing heavily. Bella bit her lip the gesture making Jacob groan. Bella never felt something like this. Passion this high. She read about it but now she was experiencing. She was aroused and judging by the way Jake was smelling the air and his grin he knew it also. Bella should blush, Bella should run away but right now anything that was not Jacob was far from her mind. She wanted him and he wanted her so it was her turn to kiss him this time. She kissed him her tongue entering his mouth and kissing him like she was parched and he was the water. Jacob understood and walked them to her bed and laid her down and covered her body with his without breaking the kiss. Bella moaned as she felt his arousal on her tight and scratched his back.

This time it was Jake who broke the kiss only to kiss down her jawline and neck making Bella gasp and arch her body to him. Jake stopped his kissing to look at Bella who's eyes were dark with lust and need. His eyes were asking the question making Bella nod her head. Jake took no time he ripped the shirt she had on right of her making Bella gaps. Next think he did was he ripped her bra of leaving her upper half completely exposed to him. Bella could feel the cold air and hitting her breast. She tried to feel embarrassed but when he looked at her the way he did she felt no shame. She just felt need. Jake groaned and dipped his head and took one of her harden nipples into his mouth and sucked on it. Bella tugged on his hair and moaned very loudly as he rolled her other nipple between his finger and thumb. Bella was going to go crazy with need if Jake was not going to do anything to her. She whined as hep put the other breast in his mouth and kneaded the other in his large hot hand.

"Jake please." Bella begged with Jacob. She was about to go crazy. Jake stopped and looked at her.

"What do you want Bella. Tell me." Jake said with a forceful voice.

"Please Jacob. I want you. Please." Bella said and Jacob looked at her bottom half and the shorts she had on and ripped them of along with her panties and threw it behind him. Bella watches as Jacob looked at her before dipping his head between her legs and licking her wet fold collecting all of her juices. Bella shouted in pleasure and gripped his hair rather painfully as she arched her back and threw her head.

Bella senses were in overdrive. Jacob was giving her so much pleasure she was going to explode any minute now. He circled his tongue around her nub as two of his fingers entered her wet heat. Bella put her hands over her eyes and trashed her head. She could not take it no more. When Jake added another finger stretching her even more and curled the fingers inside she saw white. Felt pleasure like she never felt before. She screamed his name so loudly she might wake up the neighbours.

Jake looked at the Bella as she was coming undone in his hand and moaned at the site. He did not even give her time to recover as he positioned himself in front of her opening and thrusts into her in one go. Bella gasped and scream but this time in pain. Bella clung onto Jacob her nails digging into him and gasping for air trying to relax and adjust to his rather large member. Jake kissed away the tears that pulled around her eyes and Bella felt so much love for this man that it blinded everything she ever felt before.

"Move Jake. Please." Bella said and she relaxed and pain started to turn into pleasure. Jacob began his thrust slow and long groaning at every move as all he wanted to do was fuck her tight pussy hard and fast but he did not. No matter how mad he was at her she was still the love of his life. So he endured slow thrusts until Bella started to meet his thrusts.

Jacob now rose onto his elbows and began thrusting into her faster and faster both moaning, groaning their names. Jake hid his face into Bella's neck and thrust into her faster than ever before. Jacob could feel that he was close and he could thank the heavens when he felt Bella shivering beneath him and clenching around him shouting and professing her love for him when she came. Jake could not hold any longer so her rose on his arms pounding into her fast and hard his thumb circulating around her clit bringing her yet another release this time he came right with her with a loud roar.

Jake fell on top of Bella both panting heavily both tired beyond compare. There were no words between them when Jake rolled next to her and took her into his arms and both fell asleep soon after.

End Flashback

Bella shivered as she remembered her night spend with Jacob. It was the one of the best nights of her life and one of the most bittersweet as well. The morning after she knew that she wanted to be with Jacob. It was not the sex but the feeling of closeness that she felt. She wanted that for the rest of her life. She wanted Jacob. She went to the Cullen's house and broke it off with Edward. It broke her heart to break his but she needed to do it. She chose life. She said goodbye to all of them and drove to Billy's house. She needed to find Jacob. She needed to tell him that she loved him. That she chose him. He was not there. No one even knew he was back in town. Just like that Jacob Black vanished without a trace leaving her heartbroken. That was five years ago.

"Mommy what are you doing up still." Bella looked up to see her beautiful 4 year old daughter standing there in her Barbie PJ's and rubbing her black eyes that she inherited from her father her brown hair all over her beautiful little face.

"Charlie what are you doing up." Bella stood up and scoped her daughter in her arms.

"Grandpa Billy came to me in my dream. He said he is with grandma Sarah and that they will watch over us from heaven." Charlotte Black said and Bella closed her eyes to stop herself from crying. William Black died this morning. It was a heartbreaking loss to everybody.

"I know he will my little bug now come on. We need to go to bed young lady." Bella went up the stairs and opened the door to find another little girl sitting on her bed rubbing her time they were chocolate brown, her silky black hair a mess.

"What are you doing up Will?" Bella said and Willow Black shook her head

"Charlie woke up and so did I." She said and Bella shook her head. She put the little girl she had in her arms in the floor.

"Can I sleep with Will now mommy?" Charlie looked at Bella and she nodded. Bella walked to the twin bed and tugged both of her angels into bed.

"Mommy when is daddy coming back?" Charlie said her eyes the same as her father's. Bella chocked but she kept it together. She kissed her daughters on the forehead.

"I don't know sweetie. Go to sleep. We have a busy day ahead of us." Bella said and walked out of the room.

Yeah well when Jake left her Bella had not time to wallow in despair. She found out that she was pregnant not long after. Although the news shocked everybody Charlie was her biggest supporter. If not her father she would not make it. Bill was also a big part of her life and those girls were his along with all other of his grandchildren. He dedicated his life to them and missed his son in silence and now he was gone. Died this morning in the hospital. His diabetes taking the best of him.

The next couple of days were hard. Everyone was preparing a funeral. He was buried next to Sarah, the love of his life. May they find each other again in another lifetime. Although the ceremony was beautiful everybody cried. Even the sky cried because the world lost a great man.

People were long gone from the graveyard but Bella was still there. She crouched next to his gravestone and touched it.

"I promise I will try to find him." Bella whispered and wiped away her tear. She stood up and turned around to see a person she never believed would see again.

He was standing there in front of her again, wearing a black suit and a dark expression on his face. His eyes thought. His eyes were so sad it broke her heart.

"Bella." He croaked out his voice breaking

"Jacob." Bella gasped.

Well how was that? Do you like it? Do not worry you will get to know the little girls later on but how was the beginning? Should I continue or not? Please review.