PRINCESS DIARIES

PRINCESS IN PAIN

CHAPTER 1

October 15.

It's been two weeks since Michael left. Things were so bad when he left and, I tried to email him but, he still hasn't answered me. He is really mad at me from what Lilly said she thinks he is more hurt than mad. I don't know because he won't talk to me. But in other news Rocky is getting so big and he loves fat louie. Although louie I must say is returning his adore. It is getting harder and, harder to get out of bed in the morning Lilly is still pretty mad at me. The only reason she speaks to me is to tell me that her brother complains about missing me but, that he is still mad at me all the same. So the new chapter in princess mia's life is confusion and, pain.

Later.

This so crazy I having a hard time writing about it.Today was just like any other Lilly ignoring me and, Tina consoling me.
Until I got science class and sat down in between J.P. and, Kenny.
J.P. passed me a note right away.

Mia are you ok? you have been acting very strange?

I quickly answered so I could go back to mopeing.

I am fine just a lil fluish is all.
what do you mean i have been acting strange?
I tossed the note him and, waited as scribbed the answer.
He tossed the note to me few minutes later while I was half awake.

Since we you know kissed you act like you don't want to friends anymore is that the case? because if so just let me know.

She couldn't believe this she hadn't done anything that should make him think she didn't want to be his friend. Or had she, she certainly hadn't been hanging out with him or, any of her other friends lately for that matter maybe that was it.

No, of course I still want to be friends J.P. What would I do without you around to make me laugh when times are bad like this?

she wrote smiling at him while me read it. he smiled back and scribbed something else out. Lars started to get annoyed with this. she caught the note after promising lars it would be the last one.

So do you want to go to a movie tonight then?

before thinking about she nodded her head at him. She wondered what they would go see. She was so excited about getting out of the house and, doing something.Since the night Michael left she hadn't been out or, done anything she was scared that he would find out that she was having fun without him. Or maybe she was scared to have fun without him. She went through all the school day that was uneventful until lunch that is. She walked into the caf and, sat down. She nibbled at a salade and, stared into space. Lilly came over and, sat down she had tray pilled high with mac and cheese and, a burger, fries and , a coke.
She had been eating this way since J.P. and, her had broken up.She blamed me for it all that is why she just sat there and, looked and,
spoke to everyone accept me, and J.P. Who still sat at our table wether Lilly like it or, not he was here to say if I had anything to say about it.

So she finally looked and said,"Mia I talked to Michael last night. He said that he met this new girl named takmoshe. she sounds great." she said with a sneer. I couldn't think of a thing to say. She was being hurtful to me on propose. I just sat there and choose to ignore her though on the inside I was dying.

After lunch I rushed to the bathroom and, called Michaels cell phone. It rang three times before the voice mail picked up. She knew that he saw her name on the caller ID and, didn't pick it up. So she waited a few minutes and, called back with her number blocked. He picked up on the second ring.
michael-hello? mia-hi, it been awhile since we talked and, there's alot I would like to say to you. please don't hang up. she said hoping to god he hadn't aready hung up.
michael-mia is that you? he said the confusion in his voice was obivious.
mia-yes, it's me so can I talk to you. she holding her breath waiting on his answer.
michael-of course Mia. We can still be friends can't we? mia-sure michael. I just wanted to tell you that what you saw. wasn't what you thought michael I am still not over you. I...I love you Michael. she said. And I am still waiting for you.
there silence on the other end of the line. mia-michael are you still there?
michael-yes, I am confused mia. Lilly told me that you were going out with J.P. like every night so I don't understand.
mia-no I have been at home every night. she said not understanding either.
mia-and what about takmoshe? she asked.
michael-takmoshe what about him? michael asked.
mia-But lilly said that you met a new girl named takmoshe. she said what was lilly doing trying to ruin her life here.
michael-mia i am sorry but, i have go. i will call you later.
he hung up and she walked slowly out of the girls room really upset about what she had just heard. she couldn't believe lilly.

LATER.

So I wanted into g and t and, walked straighted up to lilly. mia-lilly what is with you? she said with an angry look on her face.
lilly-what are you talking about? mia-michael lilly. you told me that he met a girl named takmoshe.
lilly-so? lilly said with a confused look.
mia-so I talked to michael and, he said that takmoshe is a guy.
i said with me hands on my hips i was really mad now.
lilly-so you called him? lilly asked turning really red now.
mia-yes, i did lilly why did you lie?
lilly-i was mad at you...at that moment mrs. hill walked in to the classroom interupting me facing lilly down.
note to self-remeber to ask her about this later.

Later.

That evening I was on the computer surfing Itunes for some new songs for my ipod and, I got an instant message. I looked hoping it would be from lilly so I could grill her some more. But it was surprisingly michael. Here is how it went.
skinnerbox-mia i wanted to talk to you.
princessmia-hey me too.
skinnerbox-so about earlier. I am sorry that I had to go so fast but, my break was almost over. princessmia-It is ok I had to get to class anyway.
skinnerbox-ok I am glad you aren't mad. what I was trying to tell you is that I haven't met anyone here and that takmoshe is my assitant and he is a guy. I don't understand why my sister would lie to you or, to me about you. and that is why I wasn't talking to you. because I thought you were happier without me.
princessmia-i could never be happier without you michael. are you crazy?
skinnerbox-well lilly said...you are right mia lilly is playing with both us. I just don't understand. I think I will call my mom later and, ask her what is up with lilly.
princessmia-let me know what she says please?
skinnerbox-of course I will mia I missed you so much. I am so glad that you called and, I actually answered instead of being stupid.
princessmia-i blocked my number thats probably why you answered but, that isn't what I really wanted to talk to you about Michael.
skinnerbox-what is it?
princessmia-i wanted to be honest with you. I did got out with J.P.
after you left but, just to see beauty and the beast. It was nothing and i was so upset about what I did. And I really did come to see you at the airport but, your plane was already gone. I even bought a ticket to come in and see if you were still there.
skinnerbox-ok mia calm down. i can hear your computer crying in japan.
lol. I understand we both made some mistakes. and i want you to know that i miss you and i am glad that you are still waiting for me. and i want you to know that i am still all yours and I love you too so much. I gotta go ok. I will call you tommorrow.

skinnerbox has signed out.

wow he still loves me this is great. the phone rings I hurry to answer it.
I hear a male voice saying hello is mia there over the line. i say michael that you wow you just couldn't wait to talk to me huh?
he said, mia it j.p. are we still going out tonight or, what?