Loves Me Not Chapter 1, a yu-gi-oh fanfic

Ri is in an angst story mood lately and I have decided to write up another Puzzleshipping story because a lot of my stories are Pride and I want to work with my other favorite. But I am a Prideshipper, still... Puzzleshipping comes right after. No ifs, ands, or buts about it.

Summery: Yugi feels that Yami will never love him because he likes Anzu, but Yami is afraid that Yugi still has a crush on Anzu. They are both dead wrong with these thoughts.

Warning: boy/boy love, Anzu bashing, pain in poor Yugi's heart, and scary glomping. Also cussing and thoughts of sex.

I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh or any products used and or mentioned in this fanfic. I own the plot and a few other things and that's it. I also do not own the song "Loves Me not' that will appear in this fanfic at times. That song is owned by t.A.T.u.

ON WITH THE FIC!

Loves Me Not

Chapter one

I complicated our lives by falling in love with him

I complicated our lives now I'm losing my only friend

…

Why?

Why did it have to be this way?

All I want is for him to see that I have feelings for him…

Yami…

Are you not interested in me because I'm weak?

Because I depend on others?

Because I'm not beautiful like Anzu is…

I lay on my large bed as I stare holes in the ceiling. The sound of rain hits my window, but I can barley see the droplets, for my vision is blurry from crying. I rubbed my eyes and I looked out the window to see the dark orange lights from the street lamps that are on the sidewalk in front of the house. I count three lights.

I turn on my stomach and hide my face in the pillow. I just want to scream my fucking head off, but that would wake Grandpa and Yami up because its 1:17 in the morning. I don't want to go to school tomorrow because she will be there, whoring her self over Yami as he walks even two feet near her.

Atem only knows how much I despise that fucking bitch! It's a very good thing that I put up a large block to keep Yami from hearing that through the mind link. But he can't hear me when he sleeps. He can't hear anything when he sleeps, its really cute when that happens. Not even a tornado can disturb him. I wipe a tear away.

Yami…

I remember the day that he decided to stay and not go to the afterlife. I was so happy. I even suggested that he could stay with me and Grandpa, but Anzu insisted that he stay in her guestroom.

Now, she knew I had a guestroom in the shop, but she somehow forgot all about it. How the hell do you forget the second biggest bed room in the whole game shop that you have stayed in every time you slept over??!

My growling was interrupted when I heard the sound of socked feet outside my door. I freaked and hid under the sheets. I know that sound anywhere. It was not Grandpa, because he's steps are louder. No, it was Yami who was standing outside my door. I heard him lightly tapping at the wooden door.

"Aibou? Are you still awake?" Yami, that silky deep voice of yours… God how I love it.

"Yes Yami." I spoke quietly. I saw him open the door. There, standing in full view of me, was Yami. He was only wearing black boxers and I could see his finely tanned chest. Thank God that the lights were off or Yami would have seen my beat red face.

"I just came to see if you were alright. I was worried because I could feel a sort of sadness coming from your side of the link." Yami looked at me with worry in his eyes. Aw man! My emotions must have weakened the link block and seeped through.

"I'm alright I just had a bad dream… that's all…" 'Actually I kept thinking of Anzu molesting your body in front of me.' What I told him and thought was true. I dreamed that Yami yelled at me and called me a little faggot, informing that he never wanted to be with me. Then Anzu came and they made out. I wanted to throw up.

I was taken out of my daze when a soft hand was placed on my forehead. "Yugi, your head is hot, are you not well?" Yami made his sentences sound so formal. That's because he never spoke slang when he was Pharaoh. He looked at me with tender red eyes and I blushed harder than before, I probably went past the normal limit of red and hit purple by now.

"Yes, I don't think I will go to school tomorrow…" I spoke slowly.

"Then I will stay with you. Mr. Mouto said that he will be gone for a week, he is leaving in the morning before we go to school." I just nodded. Yami… me… alone… in… house… no… people… bother… us… God that was stupid.

"Then I bid you a good night hikari. I shall see you in the morning." Yami smiled at me as he walked out the room, closing the door behind him.

I fell backwards onto my blue covered pillow. So, Yami and I get to spend the day together. I smiled and slowly drifted off to sleep. Hopefully, I don't dream about Anzu sticking her snake tongue into Yami's mouth again. I really want to dream of me and Yami in each other's arms on a dream cloud…

TBC

Don't worry; there will be more angst and junk next chapter. I just wanted to write Yugi in a very depressed manor.

Kaiba and Jou will be in the next chapter, and I promise that it will be much longer that this one.

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