My Christmas Adventure

By Mat Growcott

Darkness covered

The dead night streets,

I walked like a ghost

Alone and scared

Looking for a family

With whom I could share.

Its Christmas time I hate, Ya know

The way the children love the snow

The way the parents watch and smile

As the kids end up in a big Dog Pile.

So there I am

In the darkness covered

Dead night streets

When up ahead

Who should I meet?

Except the skeleton king

Who greets me well

And beckons me forward into hell

And I follow, for all the reasons in my head

I hate the pain, I want to be dead

He leads me down, the light, it blinds

Unknowing, what I'm about to find

There ahead is his kingdoms lair

With smoke, and fire and monsters delight

They scowl as I pass and try to bite

But the king up ahead hits them off

And scares them with a stomach renching scream

Which fills the night like a bad, bad dream

I see the snow start to hit the ground

It comes down strangely, from all around

I cannot see my friendly keeper

Who seems to be leading me deeper and deeper

To where I cannot say

But the futher away

From Christmas cheer

The better for me, I say, each year

But then we stop, and I scream in pain

I wish that it would stop, I'm going insane

The black heart doth come from in his chest

Thy head fell off

I'm sure he's dead.

But then I see the small round rock

Here lies the homeless

The poor

For they are the scum of the earth in our book

I consider it wisely and then decide

Christmas isn't for the poor or the dieing

Christmas is only for the rich,

To show off there money

To the neighbours and more

To show they're not tight-fisted

Like those people outside

Sitting in the snow, wrapped in newspaper

With bloodshot eyes

So I step to the rock and say a final prayer

The one which I recite every year

"Dear god, give me more,

what have I done do deserve your distaste?"

Then I sigh a final sigh

And allow myself into the ground

I only wish I could change the world

So this Christmas, when you awake,

Happy and Grateful

Remember my folk

The poor, the dieing, the homeless…

And think yourself lucky.

I get swallowed up and I see the dead king

Smile down at me, like I was just a thing.

I understand him now, and he understands me

We are both just pawns, in a game of Kings and Queens.