The stars are the only thing keeping the darkness away...
All the light in your life has gone. Everyone you ever loved-gone. And to think, that you pretty much killed them all. Your mother, if you had only listened to yourself, your instinct. Your mom would still be alive. And your angel, she would still be alive too. There were no accidents there. You killed Padme in the most literal way possible, and you can still remember with frightening clarity the events of that day. Except no longer do you feel the immense anger you originally felt, now there is only a deep, unwavering sorrow. And Obi-Wan, your brother. He left you to die, but no matter how hard you try, you cannot erase the years you shared together. You killed him also, a simple lightsaber through the chest. You never knew why he stopped fighting, why he let you kill hm, but his presence still lingers, you can still hear his voice sometimes. Sometimes you even see a flicker of his silhouette, evanescent and cast in blue. But you know it's just your imagination. Your imagination keeps you awake at night, your dreams are endlessly plagued by memories of the past. You fight to forget your past. But your past refuses to let go.
There are so many situations you could have gone about differently. If only you had stopped to think. Obi-Wan was always telling you that you needed to think things through, but you had never thought of it as a character flaw. Everything had always turned out just fine in the end. But now there was no way you could see this ending happily. Or even semi-happily. It was too late. You hadn't thought, and now you were paying the price. And it was a very steep price to be paid.
And so, as you stare out into the darkness that is space,the black that lies interrupted only by the small points of brightness, you wish for happier days. Days where the only source of light in your life didn't come solely from the inanimate,unfeeling objects called stars. Because maybe one day, even the stars will die. And when your lights are gone, you will be doomed to walk in the dark forevermore.
So please don't go...
I think think this might be a little too poetic, but you're the readers, so tell me what you think. Please?