Ahhhhhh! A new fic! I am literally so excited for this story. I have no idea where it's gonna go but it is gonna be great! I hope you like it. Enjoy!

Magnus Bane. He is mesmerizing. His eyes are captivating. The way he held himself with confidence, the way he could read people like a book, the way he laughed, all made me fall for Magnus Bane. He is perfect. Or at least as close to perfect as anyone could get.

I, on the other hand, am freakishly pale. I'm a nobody. I am shy, a loner. Unwanted. Scarred. Ruined. Ugly. A coward. Magnus Bane could never love me.

I sat in math, probably the worst class ever. I wasn't really listening to Mr. Starkweather rambling on about some useless shit I would never use in my everyday life. I was too busy admiring the sight two seats in front of me. I sat behind him in every class we had together. Which was everything but when he had fashion and science. There was no one in-between us, so I could see him perfectly. I pulled out my notebook and began doodling his name. Magnus Bane. Sounds so beautiful. Then Alexander Bane. Oh angel, it sounds so majestic. I continued doodling until the period was over, I ripped the page out of my notebook and crumpled it up.

I rushed to my locker and opened it. Grabbing my backpack and shoving stuff in it. Trying to get out of this hell hole we call school as fast as possible. I just wanted to go home.

"Hey Alec? Did you get the homework?" A voice that made my knees weak asked me. It was Magnus. Talking to me.

"Fuck. There was homework?" I asked, fighting back the blush forming on my face. I can't believe he is actually talking to me. He knows my name. I brushed my black hair out of my eyes.

"Ahh so you didn't. I'll go ask the teacher." He responded cooly. He patted my back before starting to walk away. I panicked and accidentally dropped a few things. Magnus bent over to help me. "Sorry. My bad." He laughed. His laugh made me want to melt. He was perfect. No matter how many times I thought it would make it any less true.

"No problem." I said while trying to hide my blush once again. He handed me some papers and looked down at one. His eyebrows drew together for a moment then he smiled. Fuck. What did he see?

"Umm. You dropped this." He turned the paper around to show me the doodle from math with his name all over it. He smiled and laughed at my face filled with horror. I turned and ran out of the school as fast as I could leaving him calling behind me. I ran all the way home. Not going to the car and riding home with my brother and sister. I didn't want to see anyone. I couldn't. I just want to disappear. I ran right up to my room slamming the door behind me. I crawled into bed praying that the comforter could keep out the world. Fuck me. I could never face him again. I let myself cry for a moment. After a few moments I began to drift asleep.

I woke up at the sound of someone knocking on my door. "Go away Iz. I don't want to talk to anyone." I yelled from my bed. But of course Izzy being herself came in anyways. She plopped herself down on my bed.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?" She asked me. Fuck. Did Magnus tell everyone? No one even knows I'm gay. Now everyone knows.

"Well. I-I'm gay." I stuttered, worrying about how she would react.

"Oh sweetie. I know. I have known for about 3 years. I have just been waiting for you to tell me." She laughed, flipping her long black hair.

"You have? Does anyone else know?" I asked, horrified. Did I not hide it well enough? Does everyone know?

"Well, Jace, Clary, probably Simon know. Oh and this guy named Magnus. You wouldn't believe the conversation we had today. It was adorable -Alexander Bane." She said with a wink. I immediately blushed, trying to hide my face. "Oh by the way you have a visitor." She said as she strutted out the door, leaving it open for my "visitor" to enter. I dropped my gaze to the floor as whoever was coming in revealed them-self. I heard the door shutting and footsteps leading up to my bed. I looked up as someone plopped down unto my bed. Sitting next to me was the one and only, Magnus Bane.

"Why are you here?" I asked confused. Why would he want to talk to me? I probably looked like a creepy stalker.

"Well hello to you too darling." He laughed. Oh Raziel, did he just call me darling? My heart started racing. "I am here because I didn't get to finish our conversation at school. You left pretty quickly."

"Well I didn't want to hear you tell me how weird I am or how you didn't know I was gay. Or how I need to back off." I said looking down at the sheets.

He grabbed my chin and pulled me up to look at him. "Why would I have said that? You're adorable not weird. Why would I judge you for being gay? If you hadn't noticed I'm really gay. And why on earth would I want you to back off? That would be stupid. I'm not gonna let someone else take you away from me." He said staring into my eyes. "You have the most beautiful eyes. They are absolutely captivating."

We were so close. I could feel his breath on my face. His caramel colored skin was flawless. I stared back into his yellow-green eyes. "And that blush of yours. Mmmmm." He pulled my chin forwards, crashing my lips to his. Out of all the times I imagined kissing him, none of them did him justice. We kissed over and over again. He brushed his tongue against my lip. I opened my mouth immediately letting him take control. I don't know how long we kissed but it felt like hours. I never wanted it to end. He slowly pulled away. I looked into his eyes.

"Mmmmm. We should do that more often. I'll see you tomorrow." He said tossing me a wink as he left my room.

I was in a daze. Wondering what the hell just happened and why he kissed me, both answers escaped me. I sat there for minutes after he left. He didn't give me his number. I got up to ask Izzy for his number when I looked at my desk. I saw my doodle from math. Right underneath his name was his number followed by "call me sometimes blue eyes xx".

"Izzy! Come here!" I yelled. She ran into my room.

"What happened? What's wrong?" She asked me. Sitting down on my bed, pulling me down with her. My brother, Jace walked in after her.

"Ummm. Magnuskissedmeandgavemehisnumerandidontknowwhattodo." I rambled. My blush was so deep it was probably purple.

"Whoa slow down there tiger." Jace laughed. "What the hell did you say?" Izzy nodded.

"Well. Magnus kissed me. He-he left his number. I don't know what to do. Help me." I said panicking.

"Okay. So first of all we are going to eat dinner, then we are going to pick out your outfit for tomorrow. You aren't going to text him until at least tomorrow." Izzy said.

"Thank the angel. I'm starving." Jace said, standing up.

Ahhh! Okay so this story is based off a dream I had. So I decided to show you guys a Malec version of my fucked up brain. Note: this is one of the best dreams I have ever had. I started crying when I woke up because I realized how shitty my life is in comparison.

I am still going to be working on my other fic but I had to get this out if my head. It was pissing me off. I couldn't think of my other story at all.

Just so you guys know this was originally two chapters. I decided to squish them together so you get more to read. You're welcome.

I'll post again sometime this week. I don't know whether it will be tomorrow or later but it'll come when I get to it. Reviews are always appreciated.

With all my love,

Allis