I am a vampire/shape shifter, I have been for a long time. My name is Izzy, but you might know me by the name Bella swan. This is my story.
I was 18 the first time I shifted, about a month after the Cullen's left. Emoward left me in the woods to die, Sam found me and took me home to Charlie. If i honestly cared enough about what the Cullen's did to me now, I would probably still have those horrible nightmares. I however have been over it since The vampire venom Victoria left in my body created what i am. I woke with nobody but my wolves. Victoria made sure of that. She murdered Charlie and Renee and Phil, and for that, i can never forgive any of the Cullen's.
"Jake, I'll be back, I'm only going to be gone for a week." I sighed, Jake always has the same problem when I want to leave.
"You just want to go find your stupid fucking leeches Izzy, listen to me, if you find them, what happens if they don't want you back?" I sighed once more, "Jake, I'm going to see Peter and Charlotte, not to find the Cullen's. I haven't been Bella for a long time. I am the wolves vampire, nobody else's."
He smiled brightly, "wait until i tell Sam you actually admitted it." I laughed and ran to my car.
I started backing for the long drive to Montana, Emily made me a cheesecake and a couple of meals for the road. Yes, I may be a vampire, but im also a shifter, that means I eat, I can have babies, I can do a lot of things. I was never breakable, at least my body wasn't. I grab my Ipod and hook it up to my car stereo, put on Killswitch Engage and let their music blare through my speakers. I started singing along with the lyrics."This is the last time, you are the, forgotten, you let your dreams die, you are the, forgotten." I sigh, this is definitely the soundtrack of my life.
4 hours later
I was pulling into Peter and Char's driveway, the forgotten beginning to play again, I knew Peter and Charlotte were still out hunting and wouldn't mind me sitting here with my music, I sang ever word to the song.
You were once the source of a pureness that can't be defined
And now you curse the day, how can you leave your faith behind
Just look at yourself do you like what you see
I want no more of you, watch me walk away
This is your last time you are forgotten
You let your dreams die you are the forgotten
Placed your ego above all but misplaced your innocence
Just look at yourself do you like what you see
I want no more of you, watch me walk away
This is your last time you are forgotten
You let your dreams die you are the forgotten
What have you given up will never return again
Now you're dead inside I hope it was worth the cost
I hope it was worth the cost I hope it was worth the cost
Now you're buried alive
This is the last time
This is the last time you are forgotten
You let your dreams die you are forgotten
My head instinctively snapped to the woods as i heard someone walking towards me. I stepped out of my car still singing along with the music. When I saw who I was facing I gasped, "PETER!" I screamed. "yes iz?"
"What the hell is a Cullen doing herer?" perfect weapon by BVB playing in the back ground. It was the perfect song for my shitty life. "like the soundtrack to my life eh Jasper? Fuckward, Pixie, and Emmett they did this to me. Black Veil Brides, they always did have the perfect words to describe me."
I got in my trunk and pulled out my guitar and amp and began to play. "Do you not get it Jasper? They left me broken, a bird with broken wings, leaving without direction. Ain't that right Peter? Remember what i asked when i first met you? I asked you to be my sire, for you and Char to be my family, you said you were, but i'm not important. I'll be going home to LaPush and my wolves now thanks." I phased and ran around in the woods for a while.