Purin-chan: :D My first attempt at a fic from a guy's POV

If only

Purin-chan: :D My first attempt at a fic from a guy's POV! Yay!!! (What's with this series of angst fics coming from me all of a sudden o.o?).

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Lina Inverse
Who knew that you would have such an effect on me?
My thoughts and dreams involve only you and no one else
Why???
Why does my chest ache so when I see your loveliness before me?
Why? Why? Why???
Your eyesthose crimson eyes of yoursthey capture me and hold me in your essence
I've never felt this way about anyone before
Could it be what you humans calllove?
That's impossible.
My kind don't know the feeling of love.
Or do they?

That smile on your face as you look at your closest companions.
That smile that you never gave to me.
I hunger for it.
I hunger to feel your lips against mine, to feel the love you never had for me
The love you will have for me when I take you.

You're so quiet and beautiful when you're asleep.
And the best part is that you don't mind me being here beside you.
Perhaps eternal slumber shall solve this problem?
No
I couldn't do that to you
Would you mind if I just kissed you gently right now?
Your lips are soft and warm, like the gentle caresses of the wind.
Is that
A smile?!
My dearest Lina, did you just smile for me?
What is this new feeling I have now?
It feels
Oh if only I could be here with you like this forever!
But this moment will be ruined once the sun rises
If only I could stop the sun
But that is impossible
As impossible as the idea of you loving me
If only
If only I had the chance to tell you
If only I were human
But that is fate
And fate has never been kind to me
But still
I believe now that I have fallen for you, my dearest Lina
Perhaps I may tell you someday
And perhaps I shall feel your lips against mine once more

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Purin-chan: And so ends my second Slayers fic :D. If you haven't figured out who it is yet...I'll tell you now. It's Xellos ^^;.

Review please!