I hope you like this story I'm so sorry about my other stories, school has been overworking me and not only that by my internet was also messed up… oh yeah it was my b-day yesterday too lol (nov. 4)
Painful Love
Chapter one: Nightmares
Enjoy
Prologue:
I sat in a corner in his room; tears fell silently down my cheeks. He was gone forever without a note or a single goodbye. All I could do was stare out the window and wish for his safe… and soon return.
I wouldn't eat for the last few days; I only stayed in his room and starred at the window hoping any minute he would show up like he did when I was to be married. We were soon to be married too…
He even proposed… I had mixed emotions, sad that I might not see him again, anger that he left without a reason or at least a goodbye, guilt that I couldn't have stopped Robin
I felt pain in my heart when I thought of him, or just his name… Robin
I stirred in bed; my head ached when ever I had these dreams… or should I say nightmares. It had been 6 whole painful years since I last saw him and I still had these awful nightmares.
My life had gone downhill emotionally and uphill for success… not matter how much I became more successful it couldn't make up for my past.
I do have a boy friend named Roy Harper who does try his best to fill that empty spot in my heart… but even though I admired how dedicated he was, he failed
He still always knew how to temporarily erase these memories from my head which always cheered me up…who knows maybe we do have a future together
I stood up and stretched; I brushed my auburn locks and gazed at my 'used to be' sparkling emerald eyes. They were now dull but still a shade of emerald.
I was a famous model for Vogue magazine and had to attend today for my photo shoot; I picked up a large bag and walked out of my house to the street.
Since I was such a famous model any cab would have been delighted to stop for me. I waved my hand to an upcoming cab that pulled over. I gave a weak smile as I opened the door.
"To Central Gotham" I said politely as I rested my head against the soft coach
"Right away Mrs. Anders" I was too tired to replay a 'thanks' I looked out the window it was only 32 degrees and snowing outside, I watched as the snow landed on the window
I soon was daydreaming of how it would be if Robin and me were married right now, winter was our favorite season because of all the celebrations. I thought about would he dedicate his time to me or chasing villains? I would always ask myself that if I would be better off with Roy or with Robin…
But that was just a fairytale wishing that he would be back in my life , I don't know if I would even want him back in my life It might be to painful.
"Were here Mrs. Anders…. Mrs.Anders….Mrs.Anders?" said the cab driver who noticed I was daydreaming
"Oh… thanks" I said giving him a tip and opening the door to get out, I walked to the large building to find a dozen paparazzi standing near the door.
I shielded my eyes as I felt myself grow dizzy from all the flashes.
"That's enough! Let her get through!" yelled a mad voice
Everyone began to leave and I caught sight of Rachel, my best friend, not only was she loyal and kept in touch with me but she visited me on a daily bases
"Thank you Rachel" I said sighing in relief, my vision was clearing up again
I noticed Rachel looking sadder than I've ever seen her.
"Rachel… what's wrong?"
She looked up to me and sighed as she hung her head "nothing"
I knew Rachel better than anyone and she was never this sad unless something serious happened
"Rachel…"
"He left me for her…" I looked puzzled
"Who…??"
"….Garfield….Terra" she said in pain, hesitating in the beginning to say there names
"What?!" I said shocked hoping I misheard… Gar had proposed to Rachel months ago. Rachel had Gar's child until she had a miscarriage and felt she was to blame for it and couldn't forgive herself, the last thing she needed was her fiancé leaving her.
"He's been cheating on me for months and…. and I never knew…" I was so shocked Gar did this to Rachel. How could Rachel be so… steady she wasn't on the floor crying or more… shocked? She only held her emotions in when we both knew it was painful for her
"Rachel I'm so… sorry" I felt pain for her that Gar could be heartless like that so cruel …
The day went on and Rachel had left early, Garfield tried calling me and left me 2 messages telling me to tell Rachel to call him. I couldn't answer him let alone tell Rachel to talk to him again.
Only his message kept replaying in my head as I went through my photo shoot
Hey Kori
I know you're there… pick up, Kori tell Rachel I need to talk to her she's not answering her phone and she's not home… tell her she misunderstood… I love her not Terra… she needs to hear me saying that, have her call me back… Kori… I really do loveher…
It was sad how love was, when you feel your deeply in love with someone and that can't...won't… change everything goes wrong
And now Gar was lying how he could cheat on Rachel like that…. No girl deserved that.
I was getting out of work finally I felt sadness for Rachel and anger towards Garfield. Did Terra know about this…
It was almost night and I felt myself tire out from the long day I needed a break I decided to go my favorite place, somewhere were I could think straight ….
That's my first chap hopefully I'll update soon on some ofmy stories depending on how much home work I have
More characters are introduced in the next chapter
R&R please
-starfire92