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It's a little dirty how the whole thing started
I don't even really know what you intended
Thought that you were cute and you could make me jealous
Poured it down, so I poured it down
Next thing that I know I'm in the hotel with you
You were talking deep like it was mad love to you
You wanted my heart but I just liked your tattoos
Poured it down, so I poured it down
It wasn't what she had expected, she had checked into the hotel whilst her home was being painted, maybe she should've suspected it. They had always had some kind of connection, a game of cat and mouse so to speak. Hell even Chin had realized. So that's why when she opened the door to Steve Mcgarrett she really should've suspected he would smash their lips together. His deep voice told her that he couldn't wait any longer. He needed her, almost like he needed oxygen. Yet as she traced the tattoos coating his body she never said she needed him back, she should've realized that he wanted her and not in a purely sexual way either. She just wished she knew that she felt the same.
And now I don't understand it
You don't mess with love, you mess with the truth
And I know I shouldn't say it
But my heart don't understand
Why I got you on my mind
He never brought it up, neither did she. It was an unspoken agreement that no matter how great what they did was, they couldn't risk their careers. She never loved Steve, or she tried to tell herself. Sure he was cute and my god did his tattoos did things to her but she never loved him. So that's why Kono couldn't figure out why his very presence made her mind run a million miles an hour. She just couldn't understand why her mind was covered in him.
I always hear, always hear them talking
Talking 'bout a girl, 'bout a girl with my name
Saying that I hurt you but I still don't get it
You didn't love me, no, not really
Wait, I could have really liked you
I'll bet, I'll bet that's why I keep on thinking 'bout you
It's a shame (shame), you said I was good
So I poured it down, so I poured it down
It happened slowly, he gradually moved on, just as she began to realize she was madly in love with him. She heard it from the grapevine, he had begun dating her distant relative. She had wanted to be mad she really did but she couldn't, she had left it to long.
When she entered his office she sat down.
"You moved on" she stated. He smiled
"Yeah" he replied. She sighed
"You didn't love me Steve…" he shook his head. For once he was glad that Danny and Chin were at HPD because this could turn emotional.
"I did… I mean I do. You hurt me Kono… when I told you I wanted you and you said nothing I know you didn't feel the same. I wish I could be with you but I've found someone else…. I don't love her I mean I do but I'm not in love with her." Kono shuddered. She grabbed his hand
"Why are you with her then?" he sighed.
"I'm getting old Kono… I hate to admit it but I want to settle down with someone. I know I say I don't need anyone but I don't want to be alone Kono… I'm tired of being alone" she felt a tear roll down her cheek. He wiped it away and kissed her softly on the lips.
"I dunno if you were in it for the sex but I'll always love you Kono"
And now I don't understand it
You don't mess with love, you mess with the truth
And I know I shouldn't say it
But my heart don't understand
She found out a week later that Steve had broken up with his girlfriend. She felt confused, didn't he say he didn't want to be alone? Was he lying? Or was he just messing with her? All she knew was that her heart couldn't take Steve Mcgarrett.
You got yourself in a dangerous zone
'Cause we both have the fear, fear of being alone
She remembered Steve's words in her head about not wanting to be alone. She herself felt like that sometimes, how was she meant to try and stay alive when she had no one to stay alive for?. She could see Steve struggling with the same dilemma he had become almost suicidal in the field. It was a dangerous game, loneliness. She just hoped that the kiss she provided him with after he was shot gave him some comfort.
And I still don't understand it
You don't mess with love, you mess with the truth
And my heart don't understand it, understand it, understand it
Why I got you on my mind (you think you know somebody)
Even after they got together she still never understood the effect Steve had on her, he made her head spin. She just hoped that with whatever they faced he would always have that affect, she may not understand it but she defiantly liked it.