A/N: This fanfic really doesn't have much of a plot to it, but it basically mentions Goku's feelings towards the Sun, and how he is freed in the end. Erm, I hope it creates a good atmosphere, if you know what I mean. Some parts might not make that much sense, but it's supposed to be that way. This is simply a short one-shot. Please R/R anyway -- I like feedback and it would be great to know what you thought about my fanfic. Arigato!
My Everything
Crying, behind closed bars, but no one can hear me. Living, a lonely existence, for no one is with me. Hating, a burning fury, for no one can feel this pain. Dying, inside of myself, but I am dead already. Why do you hide behind shades of gray when I need you so? Can you feel this killing pain of mine? The sky darkens, and you are gone again.
How I yearn for that brighter land of the Sun.
The Sun cries for me.
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Day after day, there is nothing. I am nothing. But I love you, glorious Sun. Is it devotion, or a hopeless infatuation? I am forever lost, chained to the dark existence of my sins. But I do not give in, because you rise for me every day. Can you hear me after all? Come forward and release me.
Show me how to live, for how I want that beautiful land of the Sun.
The Sun shines for me.
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To hope is to risk despair. I hope endlessly for your love, but you do not love me in return. For you are the Sun – too pure to shine for someone like me. But I can't give you up, not when you are so much to me. And I can only dream that you care, if only just a little. Let me lie down and sleep, I trust you. Sink behind those faraway mountains, for I know you will rise again tomorrow.
How I need that glorious land of the Sun.
The Sun sets for me.
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Hope, until Hope creates. That is how you descend and bless me. A white aura surrounds you as I am released at long last. Your violet intensity is not frightening, but alluring. Your sacred hand that I reach out for is warm, just as I expected it to be. How long I have waited for your love, and I live for this moment. You understand at last, and that is why you came. You left your place in the skies….for me. You have shown me a wondrous glimpse of a Hope I never thought possible. And you have forfeited your freedom to shine for me only; to sacrifice everything for me only.
I have been given life, in that eternal land of the Sun.
A/N: Please R/R!