Prologue:

It was a small mistake... A terrible decision I couldn't believe I had made.

I just wish I could forget even though I understand why I acted out.

There's a part of me looking for a mate and damn the one I want for not being there... So after a few days of pressure from someone else... I couldn't help but give in.

Now I regret it truly in a terrible way.

It's this one stupid choice that ruined everything for me.

Even as I sit here and cry constantly from what happened I am always reminds of just how ruined I have become after it happened.

If I had one wish it would be to go back and stop myself from making that choice.

I just want things to go back to normal.

And I don't want to see the team right now, Hotch especially and I'm not sure when or even if I'll be able to face him again.

But no one can blame me for it.

An:

Enjoy my first posted Criminal minds story and my insomnia writing.

I hope it turns out ok.

I don't support all pairings in this story. Only one pairing. The other pairing I would rather kill in the worst way possible.

The whole alpha and omega thing is not wolves. It is a concept that certain people can pick up other certain peoples scents. The omegas are the ukes and the alphas are the semes. It's just a way that society decided to use to explain the certain people.

Reviews bring sunshine and Flamers will be used to make Nutella.

Kitkat.