Seijuku: Hi there! I'm pretty new to this fanfiction site so please have faith in me! I can grow better, faster, and stronger. I wonder where that came from. I recently came into Black Star x Soul and I read fics on them but there seemed to not be enough uke!Soul fics out there so I decided to contribute to it. With out further ado, I present to you ' From Those Memories'!

Pairing: Black Star x Soul (SoulStar)

Warnings: Yaoi, lemons, mention of rape, yada yada

" Soul, I'll be going out to buy some groceries so I shouldn't be gone for long. My friend is here if you need anything from him." A young boy nodded, his white hair waving at the action as his brother walks out the front door. He closes the door and looks around to his brother's friend, who gave a small smile and wave.

" Hey there little guy, I'm Toya." The little boy looked down shyly and he heard footsteps walking up. " You don't have to be shy around me. Want to play a game or something?" Soul looked up and at the t.v. before pointing at the Play Station.

Toya smiled.

" Sure. What game?"

...

The two played a couple games, laughing and chatting and joking around. Soul was able to express himself more seeing as Wes's friend was so open. They were currently looking for something to eat when there was vicious pounding on the front door.

" Is that Wes? He couldn't have forgotten the key." Toya said as he looked up from the drawer. Soul remembered seeing Wes holding a key so it couldn't be his brother. There was more thunderous knocking and it seemed that this person wanted to bust in. Soul nervously held the older boy's leg and Toya could sense the younger one's uneasiness. He knelt down and held his shoulders with a stern look.

" Listen, I want you to go to your room, lock the door, and don't make a sound. I'll go see what this person wants." The other boy whimpered and yanked and Toya's sleeve, indicating that he wanted him to come as well but Toya only smiled sadly and stood up.

" I'll be back I promise. Now go." The sound of wood splintering as it was being slammed on made Toya urge Soul into the room. After making sure it was locked he turned just as the sound of the door busting down.

...

Soul whimpered but didn't make any noise, doing as Toya had said. There were sounds of men arguing, footsteps thundering across the floor and a gunshot. Soul's closed eyes watered and leaned against the door, hoping it wouldn't be his friend that was shot. He hiccuped behind his hand, wishing for everything to be over.

Then suddenly, footsteps paused at his door and he froze. His heart sped when the handle was being twisted and the door was kicked. Soul crawled away and looked for anywhere else to hide but couldn't get his chance when his door was slammed open, revealing two older men. The boy gasped as his eyes quivered when the two men walked over to him with crazy looks in their eyes.

Soul wanted to scream and run.

He wanted to push away from those big, rough hands grabbing at him.

He wanted to shout for his brother.

He wanted the pain to end.

" Soul. You don't look like you slept. As per usual." Maka added with narrowed eyes of suspiciousness. I roll my eyes at her attempt to yet again, get me to tell her what was wrong. We were in the middle of a lesson and it kind of surprised me that Ms. Perfect was ignoring the lesson. Then again, she knows pretty much everything.

" It was a bad dream."

" Care to fill me in on it?" And there it is. I huff and laid down on the table with my arms underneath my head. I don't see why she needs to know about my personal life anyways. No matter how many times I tell her it's just a nightmare, she says a guy like me probably wouldn't get shaken up about that. Especially since we practically kill kishins everyday.

" It's nothin'."

" Jeez, you're so difficult."

" You're one to talk."

" MAKA CHOP!" Everyone looked over, including Sid who was interrupted from his lecture, at Maka's steaming book and the glowing red bump on my head. Trust Maka, my very violent meister, to have me in pain every hour or so. Everyone went back to what they were doing as if nothing had happened. It's sort of a regular routine for us.

The bell rings and I was already set and ready to head out when Maka grabbed my sleeve.

" Where do you think you're going?" She asked with a raised eyebrow in amusement. I frown and yank my arm to my self.

" To lunch. Why?" She grabs me again and drags me out the door but in the opposite direction of the cafeteria.

" I volunteered us to show two group of kids round the school. It's their first day and I thought maybe we should," She casts a dead-panned glance at me in which I sweat," That way you aren't such a loner and could actually make friends."

" I like my solitude self thanks."

" You can't always be by yourself. One day, you're going to have to rely on someone else and I know it isn't going to be me." We stop in front of the hall to Lord Death's room and there are five kids standing there. Maka, unlike me, went up with a big smile and introduced herself, but pulled me along, forcing me to talk as well. Maka takes the first group, which included two girls and a boy with three white stripes in his black hair. For some strange reason, he reminded me a lot of Lord Death.

I ended up getting the second group containing a blue, spiky-haired boy in a ninja attire, along with his partner who was a tall girl in a ninja attire as well. As we split up and walk around, I showed them the bathrooms, classes, the gym and cafeteria. As we did so, I got to know more about the two. For instance, the boy's name was Black Star and he seemed to be the air-headed, non-stop talker with a wild personality and his weapon, Tsubaki, was the total opposite. We stop outside where the courtyard is and I turn to face them.

" We're having lunch right now so you can stay here until the bell rings. Your schedule's should have your class directions on it." I say and they only stare as I turn around, but I glanced back to see them still standing and smiling at me. I raise an eyebrow and took two steps but they are still standing there. I sweat before finally sighing in defeat and turning back around.

" ... I-I guess you guy's can h-have lunch with me and Maka..." They instantly brighten and I shook my head with an exasperated look. I never had asked anyone to have lunch with me and I felt a wierd. Afterwards, however, I started to actually enjoy their presence. We all got along pretty well and Black Star always had me laughing. Tsubaki and Maka were instantly best friends, along with Liz and Patty, the two sisters. Liz seemed to enjoy soaking in her beauty while Patty was almost similar as Black Star. Just more... creepy. Their meister, Death The Kid( Now I know why he reminded me of Lord Death) always had something to say about symmetry. I wonder how his partners are able to deal with his OCD.

I look at my wrist-watch and see that there is only ten minutes and I stood, saying I had to use the bathroom. I took my shoulder-bag and headed back inside the school. I never felt so... content before and I actually felt really giddy. Hell, I was still smiling big like an idiot but honestly, I felt like I had no care in the world. It's been so long since I've truly felt happy since The Incident a couple years ago.

I walk into the bathroom an walk up to a sink with a mirror above, showing my reflection. I sigh heavily as the events began to flow into my head unwillingly. It's been yars since I've seen Wes or Toya and I've been waiting for them to come back.

He promised me.

But he didn't come back, instead two men forced themselves on me and I could never veiw life the same way. God, I actually considered comminting suicide to save me the trouble of feeling pain in my chest every time I thought about my childhood. I was only ten yet... yet...

Tears started to form in my eyes and I quickly shake my head. I can't just break down like this in the middle of a school day. That was years ago so it shouldn't affect me now-

A hand touched my shoulder and I junped with a yelp, turning around fast.

" Don't!" I exclaim. It turned out to be Black Star, who's eyes widened and he raised his hands back in defense. My eyes switched from terror to slight anger at the way I reacted. I quickly wipe the tears in my eyes with my jacket sleeve, hoping he wouldn't see what a mess I've become so suddenly. " Wh-why are you here?" I muttered as smoothly as I could. He blinks as he puts his hands down.

" We were wondering why you were taking so long. I didn't mean to... scare you or anything." I exhale as my racing heart slowed down and I leaned against the sink.

" I was just thinking. I'll be out in a second." I say as a cue for him to leave, only instead, he stood there with hands on his waisted.

" What happened anyways? I didn't think you were the type to scream from a little touch."

I blink when memories of myself screaming at the men as they touched meand pale. I shook slightly and Black Star looked at me quizzically. I didn't want to remember any of that, yet it keeps coming back, almost as if a never-ending nightmare. I tremble and drop to the ground as my vision began to blur slightly. Black Star calls my name and kneels in front of me, grasping my shoulders but I flinch.

" G-get off..." I whimper but he doesn't let go. He trying to stand me up but I disn't want to. Someone's touching me, he's holding me even though I told him not to. " Please..."

" What are you talking about? Calm down would yo-"

" Let go!" I tried to get away from him but he was way stronger than I thought. Tears started to spill but I didn't care. I wanted to get away from him, from 'them'.

Black Star holds me against his chest with his strong arms wrapped around me so I couldn't get away, in which I finally gave up at. My shoulders shook as I cried tremulously in his chest because I was scared and wanted my brother, Toya, anyone... but it was out of embarrassment as well since I broke down in front of a guy I barely met. Plus, he's a loud-mouth so I shouldn't be surprised if my being crying gets around the school in a matter of hours. However, the sound of his beating heart against my ear soothed me and I was reduced to hiccups.

Once I calmed down slightly, Black Star gently pulls me away so he was looking at me, but I hid my face from his view. I blush as I felt him stare at me and I can tell that he probably thinks I'm pathetic and weak. It was an uncomfortable silence and it was unusual for Black Star to be so quiet and he must've realized that he was still holding me because he let go slowly and looked away. I sigh and shifted away, standing up while holding an arm. We both stood awkwardly before the bell rings, breaking the tension.

" The bell." I point out obviously and Black Star doesn't say anything before turning to head out. Just as he took a step, I grabbed his wrist and he turns back at me with a perplexed look, causing me to blush slightly.

" U-Um... can you... n-not tell anyone about... before?" I needed to know. He looks at me with a slight distant look before stepping up to me and I could finally see that he is definitely taller than me, and his expression was quite serious. I couldn't help but shrink slightly under the stern look he gave me and I pulled at my jacket sleeves nervously.

" *sigh* I won't," I look up with big eyes," Just don't freak me out like that again." I nod in relief and gave a small crooked smile, which he returned with a small blush while scratching the side of his cheek. I felt a bit relaxed knowing that he'd keep my secret and for some reason, I felt... safe with him. It's weird that I thought of such an idea but that's all I can come up with to describe my feelings.

The sound of the late bell ringing made us jump and we gave quick goodbyes before running on to our next classes.

I have a newfound understanding and trust for Black Star now.

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Seijuku: Well this concludes everything for now. Soul finally found someone he can trust even more than his meister. Kind of mean but meh. My story. Like, favorite, review and I'll see you in the next chapter!