Hi, this is my first fanfiction. Please let me know if you want me to continue with Unbidden.
Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephanie Meyer.
Chapter 1
I would like to think that everything went back to normal the moment we returned from Volterra but that would be a lie. The Cullens reinserted themselves into my life like a lost puzzle piece. They fit perfectly at first glance. Yet, when looked at more closely, the place where the puzzle piece was forced to fit would be seen. Managing to irreparably damage the pieces around it.
Tonight was the continuance of Edward's nightly visits since returning. Charlie had just left when I felt a chilling palm cup my cheek. I was taken by surprise and acted accordingly. ''Edward!'' I groaned, glaring at him accusingly.
He merely chuckled with his finger over his mouth. The universal sign to keep quiet. ''I apologise Love; I couldn't help myself.'' I was met with a cheeky grin which caused my heart to melt. Edward proceeded to sit on the bed, scooting himself against the headboard and opened his arms.
I leapt for the opportunity to be closer to him. To simply be in his arms. Edward lightly ran a hand through my hair while humming my lullaby. I snuggled closer, his intoxicating scent utterly overwhelming me. I was irrevocably in love with this man.
''Is there any way in which I can convince you to attend college before being turned?'' Edward asked lightly, his breath lightly tickling my ear. My mood soured instantly. All Edward wanted to talk about lately was ways to postpone my changing. He kept overwhelming me with college applications and it was barely two days since he has returned! I pushed at his chest, wanting to be released.
Edward was stubborn, my efforts to move away from him were futile. Why did he always try to oppress every single decision I made! I felt my irritation grate against my tender nerves. ''Edward, let me go!'' He merely stared at me, refusing to let go. I glared back.
The words left my mouth before I registered their meaning. ''If all you're going to talk about is college applications as a disguise to postpone my change then leave.'' My eyes immediately widened, shocked at the words I just uttered. Shocked at the bitterness colouring my words. My eyes flew to Edward's face.
Edward had gone deathly silent. A frown marred his face when all emotions disappeared on his face. His voice was brutally fierce when he responded. ''It seems I am the only one who cares about your soul. You are asking for eternal damnation.'' His eyelids fluttered briefly. ''If you want me to leave then I will.'' I felt the moment he no longer held me. I desperately searched for Edward, but only saw the window shutting. The whisper of ''See you tomorrow.'', followed his absence.
Frustrated tears fell on my cheeks as I came to terms with the fact that he just left me. I know I told him to leave but that wasn't the point. After all, he scolded me on how easily I believed the fact that he did not want me. Surely he should know I don't want him to leave. He was supposed to know that I loved him unconditionally. Angry at him or not. I stomped to the window, opening it a bit too roughly than what was necessary.
I fell asleep gaze intently fixed on my window. Edward did not return. I hoped he did, but my trust in him was fragile. He left me. Again. The word refused to leave my mind, refused to be forgotten. It repeated itself like a broken record.
My last thoughts swirled haphazardly around my mind. Trying to make sense of the fact that Edward was back but that the part of me he took when he left did not return with him. My heart was still hopelessly scattered in fragments. The centre of my world returned yet, I was still spinning out of control.
The next morning, I woke up with a chilling breeze wafting through my room. The window was still open, left completely untouched. Edward. Pain shot through my chest with the thought of his name. I couldn't breathe. Air uncontrollably seeped into my lungs. Spotted dots began to cloud my vision.
In the back of my mind, I was aware of my bedroom door opening. Familiar arms, warm arms, surrounded me. Charlie's concerned voice brought me out of my stupor. ''Bells, what's wrong? Bella!'' I held Charlie tightly, burying my face into his chest. Charlie had become my comfort when I had episodes. He was always there, I hated myself for putting him through so much pain.
Charlie seemed to quickly pick up on my improving state because he let out a relieved sigh. He held me until I was fully in control of regulating my breathing. When I let go of Charlie and was able to step back I came in contact with serious eyes. Charlie stared at me silently before stating the obvious as a question. ''It is because of him, isn't it?'', I merely sighed, closing my eyes, unwilling to admit the harming effect Edward had on me.
Clearing his throat gruffly, Charlie informed me that he would be working late tonight. I nodded my acknowledgement, wishing him a nice day and telling him dinner would be ready when he returned. Before closing my door Charlie turned with an air of seriousness, ''Remember kiddo, you're still grounded. I don't want Edward near this house, you understand?'' His face notably softened, ''I just want what's best for you Bells.''
''I know, dad.'' I tried to give him a smile, his recuperating smile told me I had succeeded in my effort. I quickly took a shower, pulling on jeans and a simple long-sleeved blouse with a matching jacket. A slice of toast was my breakfast as I hurried to my truck, I was running late. Opening the door, I was greeted with Edward's shiny Volvo.
His concerned face appeared before my eyes. ''I want to apologise for losing my temper and leaving Love.'' He hesitantly reached out to cup my cheek, drawing me closer. I closed the gap between us, forgetting what happened prior. Our lips met in a tender chaste kiss.
When Edward released me, his crooked smile was ever present, causing my heart to flutter. He stared at me knowingly, my embarrassment tinted my cheeks a familiar red. ''So you forgive me?'', Edward's words caused me to look up. I gave him assurance in the form of a sweet kiss.
Afterwards, while our breaths mingled Edward's crooked smile made a reappearance. ''I am sure you do not want to be late for class?'' He asked, raising a perfectly sculpted eyebrow. I jumped in realisation, eyes flying to my watch. We were late. I hurried for the car, forgetting any pretences of kissing Edward. I was surprised that I hadn't even tripped in the rush I was. Knowing my luck, I'm sure this was speaking too soon. After all the day had just begun. Note the sarcasm present in my voice.
Yes, I did edit this chapter. To those who read the original. I'm sorry if you don't like the way I changed it.
This is a Bella/Jasper story. So don't stress, Edward is only temporary. ;D