Hi there, this is my first story so please don't be to hard.

I have been reading all your story's and I must say it has really been amazing.

This first chapter is based on the song Budapest by George Ezra

Sadly I don't own The blacklist and make no money by writing this.

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If only she knew...

All my priced possessions

my luxurious houses

my lavish cars

for her I would leave it all...

All my posh artifacts

My exorbitant vacations

The list goes on...

for her I would leave it all.

If she would just give me one chance...

I would up and run, to her.

The others don't understand, fearing I would lose so much if she was to take my hand

but for her I would lose it all

If only she wanted me

I could make this all go away

The pain, the suffering

I know it's hard for her to believe

but for her I would leave it all.

if only she knew...

Sitting here pondering about what if she knew, Isn't going to help me at all, sadly for now what if's will only remain what if's. Seeing that right now she is a stone's throw away from me, most likely enjoying time with that husband of hers and me? I'm sitting here sulking about what if's.

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Thank you so much for reading

Please let me know if you think I should continue?