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Summary: Alternate ending to "Hello Goodbye"
Title: The Hardest Thing
Spoiler: "Hello Goodbye"
Author: MKR
The Hardest Thing
Logan took a sip from his glass and the throw it into the white board knocking it over and shattering the glass. Max stopped at the door when she heard the glass shatter. Logan goes to his desk drawer and takes out his gun that he tried to kill him self about a year ago and he takes out the bullets that go to the gun. He loads the gun. Max turns around when she hears the click of the gun being loaded. Logan turns toward her with the gun pointed upward in front of his face.
Max steps toward Logan," Logan what are you doing?" Logan is silent for a minute then he says," Well sense you are never going to see me again why should I continue living. I mean I already lived without you when you were back at manticore presumed died and it was to hard so why should I go on when I know I will never see you again?" Logan says with force. " Logan don't do any thing your going to regret or that I am going to regret that I could not stop you."
Max replied in a low voice. " You know what since you are not going to being seeing me why should I do eyes only any more because I can't do the leg work." Logan says while turning to his computers and eyes only equipment. " Logan you can still do eyes only even if I'm gone. You could find another person to do the legwork. Maybe one of your informants could do it." Max said in a pleading voice.
"No won't work." Logan replied. "Why won't it work?" Max asked. "Because none of them are in Seattle and if they are smart they will never come hear." Logan said as he tightened his grip on the gun. He did not face Max the whole time they were talking. "I'm sure if you ask one of them to come to Seattle they would and it is not to bad." Max said to him. "No that won't work." replied Logan. "Why do you keep saying no to everything I suggest?" Max asked taking a few steps closer to Logan.
"Because there will be no why for them to contact them." Logan says as he starts shooting the gun destroying all of his computer and eyes only equipment sending sparks everywhere Max takes cover behind the couch. After he had stopped shooting and sparks stopped flying everywhere Max poked her head out from behind the couch and could not see Logan anymore. "Logan, Logan." Max yelled.
When she did not get a replay she feared that he had run off and was going to try and kill himself again. She got up and looked around he could not have run out the door because she was behind the couch and would have seen him run out. He does not have a door to the roof so he could not have gone there. "Logan, Logan." Max yelled as she walked around the apartment. "Logan where are you. Logan come out." Max yelled as she came to a stop in front of his closed bedroom door.
She heard a sound it sounded like someone was crying. Max walked up to his bedroom door. She put her ear up to the door and she could hear Logan crying inside and she could feel the pain in her heart become harder and harder to ignore as she stood there for five minutes lessening to Logan cry but to her it was like hours.
She stood there knowing that all she wanted tot do was break down the door and comfort him but if she touched him he would die. The virus always got in the way of everything. Just when they learned how much they mean to each other manticore had to inject her with the virus that was engendered specifically to his DNA that would kill him if she barely touched him.
Finally getting enough courage she spoke. "Logan are you in there?" She asked what a dome question to ask of course he was in there crying his heart out. When he did not answer she asked again, "Logan are you in there?" This time she asked in a little louder voice. "Yes" She heard but only because of her engendered hearing.
He was talking so soft. "Logan I am so sorry but this is the best for both of us if I stayed you would be endanger not only from me but from White and his gang they would come after you to get to me." Max said still standing outside of Logan's bedroom door."Max if you are going to go then go don't make it any harder." Logan said still in a low voice.
Max just stared at the door for a few minutes. This was the hardest decision of her life could she walk away from the man that she loved and that loved her for a person. He did not care if she was genetically engineered and that was what attracted her to Logan most. Logan had thought that she had left because she did not answer but when he opened the door of his bedroom a crying Max greeted him.
She did not know what to anymore. A few days ago she had this all figures out that she would never see him again but know she could not make up her mind weather or not to stay with Logan and try and find a cure or run and hide so that they would not be exposed further. When Logan opened the door Max was not ready to see his face.
His cheeks where tear stained and he had cuts on his face from the sparks of the computers when he shot them." Max please don't go," Logan pleaded. Max looked up at him. They stood there staring at each other for a few minutes. Neither of them spoke. "Logan I can't do this anymore it is to hard." Max replied in a low voice. Max turned away from him and started walking to the door.
"It will be even harder for you if you leave believe me I know." Logan said trying to convince her to stay Max stopped at the door again. "It may be hard but not as hard if I touch you again and you die." Max says as she opened the door to Logan's apartment but does not leave. Logan was despite to keep her in his life for a long time.
"Max if you walk out that door I'm going to forget about you and move away from Seattle." Max could tell he was despite in the way he said it. Max turned around and looked in his eyes. He was crying again and it broke her heart to see him in this much pain and it was all because of her.
She said she would never cose him pain and know she was. She was cosigning him a lot of pain. She could not take it any more. She ran out the door and down a few flights of stairs but she stopped when she heard Logan yell her name.
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Summary: Alternate ending to "Hello Goodbye"
Title: The Hardest Thing
Spoiler: "Hello Goodbye"
Author: MKR
The Hardest Thing
Logan took a sip from his glass and the throw it into the white board knocking it over and shattering the glass. Max stopped at the door when she heard the glass shatter. Logan goes to his desk drawer and takes out his gun that he tried to kill him self about a year ago and he takes out the bullets that go to the gun. He loads the gun. Max turns around when she hears the click of the gun being loaded. Logan turns toward her with the gun pointed upward in front of his face.
Max steps toward Logan," Logan what are you doing?" Logan is silent for a minute then he says," Well sense you are never going to see me again why should I continue living. I mean I already lived without you when you were back at manticore presumed died and it was to hard so why should I go on when I know I will never see you again?" Logan says with force. " Logan don't do any thing your going to regret or that I am going to regret that I could not stop you."
Max replied in a low voice. " You know what since you are not going to being seeing me why should I do eyes only any more because I can't do the leg work." Logan says while turning to his computers and eyes only equipment. " Logan you can still do eyes only even if I'm gone. You could find another person to do the legwork. Maybe one of your informants could do it." Max said in a pleading voice.
"No won't work." Logan replied. "Why won't it work?" Max asked. "Because none of them are in Seattle and if they are smart they will never come hear." Logan said as he tightened his grip on the gun. He did not face Max the whole time they were talking. "I'm sure if you ask one of them to come to Seattle they would and it is not to bad." Max said to him. "No that won't work." replied Logan. "Why do you keep saying no to everything I suggest?" Max asked taking a few steps closer to Logan.
"Because there will be no why for them to contact them." Logan says as he starts shooting the gun destroying all of his computer and eyes only equipment sending sparks everywhere Max takes cover behind the couch. After he had stopped shooting and sparks stopped flying everywhere Max poked her head out from behind the couch and could not see Logan anymore. "Logan, Logan." Max yelled.
When she did not get a replay she feared that he had run off and was going to try and kill himself again. She got up and looked around he could not have run out the door because she was behind the couch and would have seen him run out. He does not have a door to the roof so he could not have gone there. "Logan, Logan." Max yelled as she walked around the apartment. "Logan where are you. Logan come out." Max yelled as she came to a stop in front of his closed bedroom door.
She heard a sound it sounded like someone was crying. Max walked up to his bedroom door. She put her ear up to the door and she could hear Logan crying inside and she could feel the pain in her heart become harder and harder to ignore as she stood there for five minutes lessening to Logan cry but to her it was like hours.
She stood there knowing that all she wanted tot do was break down the door and comfort him but if she touched him he would die. The virus always got in the way of everything. Just when they learned how much they mean to each other manticore had to inject her with the virus that was engendered specifically to his DNA that would kill him if she barely touched him.
Finally getting enough courage she spoke. "Logan are you in there?" She asked what a dome question to ask of course he was in there crying his heart out. When he did not answer she asked again, "Logan are you in there?" This time she asked in a little louder voice. "Yes" She heard but only because of her engendered hearing.
He was talking so soft. "Logan I am so sorry but this is the best for both of us if I stayed you would be endanger not only from me but from White and his gang they would come after you to get to me." Max said still standing outside of Logan's bedroom door."Max if you are going to go then go don't make it any harder." Logan said still in a low voice.
Max just stared at the door for a few minutes. This was the hardest decision of her life could she walk away from the man that she loved and that loved her for a person. He did not care if she was genetically engineered and that was what attracted her to Logan most. Logan had thought that she had left because she did not answer but when he opened the door of his bedroom a crying Max greeted him.
She did not know what to anymore. A few days ago she had this all figures out that she would never see him again but know she could not make up her mind weather or not to stay with Logan and try and find a cure or run and hide so that they would not be exposed further. When Logan opened the door Max was not ready to see his face.
His cheeks where tear stained and he had cuts on his face from the sparks of the computers when he shot them." Max please don't go," Logan pleaded. Max looked up at him. They stood there staring at each other for a few minutes. Neither of them spoke. "Logan I can't do this anymore it is to hard." Max replied in a low voice. Max turned away from him and started walking to the door.
"It will be even harder for you if you leave believe me I know." Logan said trying to convince her to stay Max stopped at the door again. "It may be hard but not as hard if I touch you again and you die." Max says as she opened the door to Logan's apartment but does not leave. Logan was despite to keep her in his life for a long time.
"Max if you walk out that door I'm going to forget about you and move away from Seattle." Max could tell he was despite in the way he said it. Max turned around and looked in his eyes. He was crying again and it broke her heart to see him in this much pain and it was all because of her.
She said she would never cose him pain and know she was. She was cosigning him a lot of pain. She could not take it any more. She ran out the door and down a few flights of stairs but she stopped when she heard Logan yell her name.
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