Impressions
I could hear the snickers around me. Whispers are like daggers in the world of Hollywood, the playground of lies, betrayal, backstabbing and revenge. Growing up in a world like this is tough, but you have to hold your head high and act like you don't care, act like a superficial brat, in Nick Jonas' words. Thats what I am to him now, a superficial brat. Thats real rich coming from someone like him, the most shallow, self absorbed, conceited jerk I have ever met on the face of the earth. Yeah, right now I look like the bad guy. But have you ever heard my side of the story? I think not. No ones heard Miley's side.
I gave them everything they've ever wanted, fame, fortune, and fans, and now they're living the dream. I gave them what they craved for, to be part of the Hollywood music industry, and now they're international superstars, American teen heartthrobs. I was there for them for two years, through thick and thin, good times and bad times, harsh times, demanding times, depressing times. I loved them and cared for them with everything I had left in me. Do you want to know what I got in return? Lies, betrayal, backstabbing. I got replaced, thrown away like trash, trampled under the dirty Californian sand. I got forgotten, like those two years together meant nothing to them. Now you'll be thinking I want revenge, to complete the typical Hollywood cycle. But I'm not in that cycle, I don't go with the flow, and Its about time they learnt that. My love and caring for them got trampled with my hope, but I'm standing strong, and I'm not getting sucked into their games, and I'm not getting sucked into Hollywood. My Tennessee blood runs deep through my veins and its gives me hope, keeps me standing here. I don't need them anymore, I don't depend on them anymore, I have a loving family, an amazing best friend, and a flawless boyfriend, and they won't sell me out like they did.
So lets start with Miss Selena Gomez, the perfect girlfriend, and my replacement. Keep dreaming Nick, she'll never succeed in replacing me, I'm one of a kind. And whatever you think she has in common with me, my gosh you need to get glasses boy, we resemble in no way at all. You think you love her, but you don't, just face it. She's petty, uses her mistakes to make me look bad, but karma will come bite her in the butt. Whether you believe in that stuff or not, it exists, its just the way of life, Hollywood included. She's blind to the world, to the beauty of it, how to cherish it, the fact that life doesn't revolve around shopping and making out with your boyfriend, and life doesn't revolve around her. And she's too dependent on Nick. He's her drug and she's addicted. He's her pillar and she's continuously leaning on him, relying on him to hold her up. But there will come the day when he'll break her heart, and leave her, just like he left me. Then her world will come tumbling down and hit rock bottom. She'll be helpless, lost in the big world of hollywood, and make mistakes, but no one will care anymore, and they won't care anymore. Like what they did to me. But I'm fine, thanks for asking Nick. Hah, only in my dreams. I picked myself up and dusted myself off, and made my way down to the right path, where there are no obstacles like you and your brothers holding me back.
Next is Demetria Lovato, their entertainment. What is she giving them that I didn't give them? Don't get me wrong, I don't have anything against her, she seems like a really nice person. But she hates me, because Selena hates me. And she doesn't know what its like being hated by people for no particular reason. She doesn't know what its like having all your fans turn against you. I keep getting told, your fans haven't left you, they'll always stand by you. Isn't that what you told me Kevin? That you'd always stand by me. And then you go and backstab me. They started this stupid feud, I've never done anything to hurt them. And I still get the blame for it. There the ones that sent me a picture of Selena and Nick kissing. Thats what really ticked me off. So Mandy and I made the youtube video mocking there's, and she was right, it made me feel a lot better. But then I get the blame for everything. And the fact that they invited everyone from Disney to the Camp Rock Premier, except me. Did they ever stop and think how that would make me feel? Obviously not, because I wouldn't be in this situation right now if they did.
Nick Jonas. Love of my life, my soulmate, you were my best friend, part of me, like breathing. But now I've got my own oxygen and I don't need you Nicholas Jerry Jonas. At least thats what I keep telling myself. And thats what I keep trying to believe. Its hard caring for someone for so long, then just suddenly not. And getting hurt by them, continuously day after day. And to top it all off, he replaced me, out with the old, in with the new, you know the saying. You used me, then after taking everything away from me, you threw me into the trash, and knocked me down, knocked my whole world down. Do you know how you did that? Because you were my whole world Nick. I spend almost living moment with you, and letting you go was the most painful experience I've ever had to deal with. You had your brothers to get through it with. That is if you even cared. Did you care when you heard seven things? Did you care when you heard bottom of the ocean? Did you care when you heard goodbye? Did you care when I got hacked? Did you care when all my private pictures were leaked? Tell me Nick, did you ever care? You stabbed my heart open, and left me bleeding on my own, to fend for myself. So don't complain that I found someone else, someone who stitched my heart back together, someone who helped pick up my broken pieces of hope and glue them back together. He helped me find happiness. Trust me, that Is a difficult task, because for two years, you were my happiness. He brought back my smile, the smile that everyone missed. And now I'm back, and I'm not letting you and your stupid replacements push me around.
Joe Jonas, my lifelong best friend. Do you remember what you told me the day Nick broke up with me? I'll always be there for you Miles, forever and always. And do you remember what you told your ex-girlfriend, Taylor Swift. I'll always love you Tay, forever and always. Listen carefully Joseph, this is our message to you. Keep your meaningless promises to yourself. Why bother promise something when you know you'll break it without a doubt? But at least you didn't follow the example of your dear brother.
Kevin Jonas. My apparent older sibling, my loving brother, my rock, my protector. Seriously, don't make me throw up. That shirt broke me down all over again, just when I'd managed to get my life back on track... BAM, your Team Selena and Demi shirt pushed me off. I heard your getting married. Congratulations. I wish you and Danielle a happy life together. And for the record, Danielle doesn't hate me, sorry to disappoint you. Actually, I'm not sorry, I'm thrilled, ecstatic, happy, with you. Without all three of you.
You gave me the impression that you loved me, and I fell for it. Now your some of Hollywood's best work. I won't fall for it again, for your fake apologies, for any of you. I don't need you anymore. Especially you Nick. I don't need my heart broken again. So run off and make out with Selena in public, and don't expect a big bowl of forgiveness from me. Not this time.
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What do you think guys?
I got the inspiration for this out of the blue,
And I'm so HAPPY, because I haven't been inspired
In what seems forever.
Should I make this a sequeal, or leave it as a one-shot?
Your decision.
Of course, if no one reviews, I'll make a sequeal
because I'm DYING too.
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