Diaries of Mel
"Worthless"
How can a dog like you still be alive." And my world was shut. Experimenting with Death's dark world puts one in a deep trance usually I don't recognize of even acknowledge people's voices. Let alone their comments. I had to remember where I was slightly distraught but then I realized I was in the cafeteria. I looked next to me and blinked seeing the ever so beautiful Addison. Why should such a pretty face have such a cunning and disgusting personality? I would stare at her all the time. Seeing her beauty and comparing it to mine. Addison looked as if she were a model. I would look at myself, and see much more. Death would whisper into my ear and tell me how much prettier I was then she was. I told Death that he was blind and death would stop my heart just to toy with me. My hair is raven black yet Addison's is long and blonde with sweet delicate curls. I looked at my face; Death says I have such kind features I would smile. But the burses I have from years ago stain my face. I think it makes me less attractive. Death says I'm stupid and he would stop my heart once again. Toying with my heart is his way of showing me that I'm beautiful or if I doubt myself. But I think it's painful. I wondered often but speak little because no one, but Death knows I'm here. The only recognition I get is from people who hate me Death laughs at my thoughts. Shockingly my pain causes him to love me. And I do love him as well. I began sinking back into Death's clutches I watched as the white threads surround me I smile as some of them began to snap and their tree falls apart Death's shadow holds me as a little golden thread appears in front of me It whispers it's name. "Addison…..Addison…… Addison" I wanted to scream but death holds me closely to him. "Perhaps a shorter life for dear Addison…?" Death asked I turn to Death I didn't know what to think yet I snapped the thread. "Addison…. Addison…. Addi.." The thread stops whispering and my world shuts again I see Addison about to pour milk on my head I here the yells of teenagers screaming. "DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT!!!!" Addison smirks and instead slaps me across the face. "Stupid bitch!!" She yells and with the eyes of a mad-man I saw her soul. Her dirty disgusting contaminated soul, and my insanity takes over filling her head with the images of Death's influence. She froze as I collided my world with hers, overwhelmed with anger I forced my world deeper showing her the cute thread that sees to say it's name. Her heart stopped and was crushed from the inside by Death's hand. Addison tried to let out a scream, but instead she fell to the floor convulsing in pain, Blood gushing from her mouth and she squirmed. I looked at her as people ran to her side ,the images still flickering through her eyes began to vanish as she succumbed to her death. And then she was gone people cried and screamed her name but poor Addison was long gone, her ignorance became her down fall, and my silence was her killer Death and I looked down at the girl with no emotion. "Shall we depart…?" Death asked I nodded and looked away from the corpus going back to the blackened world of threads to be with the only thing closest to me. Death.