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EPOV

This was the worst time of day for me, the loneliest time. Everyone did their own thing with their significant other. Jasper and Alice hunted, Emmett and Rosalie locked themselves in their room and Carlisle and Esme worked. Carlisle worked most nights because he felt it made a difference since he didn't have to sleep. Esme, when Carlisle was working nights, liked to work on her designs. Esme loved interior decorating! Of course not one of them would complain if I tagged along and joined in with whatever they were doing but I always felt like a third wheel! I hated this time...Twilight.

I normally worked on my music or studied but tonight I was going hunting with Alice and Jasper...FUN! I had to hunt tonight, I hadn't hunted in almost three weeks and I was going back to suffer another day in purgatory or high school as most teenagers called it. It had been sunny all of last week so I hadn't been able to go to school, none of us had, I worked on my music, but tomorrow it would rain so it was back to hell. I had been to high school countless times there was nothing new I could learn there so I don't know why Esme forced me to keep repeating.

When it was dark, we left the house and ran down the back garden, leapt across the river and raced deep into the forest. Normal place Alice thought, I guess her and Jasper had already discussed where we would go. We ran until we reached the little clearing that we normally came to while hunting on a school night. I stopped at the edge of the trees and looked around and there drinking from the little stream was a herd of deer. Great...Herbivores! Herbivores didn't taste that good...I had been hoping for lion tonight or bear or even any carnivore but no it had to be damn deer. I raced over to the little stream, as did Alice and Jasper, Alice took down one, I took down the buck and Jasper took down three does. He always drank more, especially when he had been away from the smell of blood for a prolonged period of time, because he was newest to this lifestyle, to vegetarianism, and he sometimes struggled to control himself.

After eating I went into the middle of the clearing and lay down on my back. I just stared at the moon; it was a new moon tonight...would that mean a new start was coming? Me leaving my family and looking for my La Tua Catante, my soul mate, my other half, my Juliet, someone to complete me. She was out there, somewhere; I just had to find her.

Alice brought me out of my thoughts; damn I hope she didn't see what I was planning. "Edward, what are you thinking about?" she asked sitting down gently beside me.

"Just stuff, the new moon, school, nothing much!" I lied, I wasn't going to tell her I was planning on leaving, she was my favourite sister and my best friend it would really upset her. Anyway she would know when I had decided, when I had sub-consciously decided she would know. You see Alice could see into the future...

Just then she got that blank stare on her face that meant she was looking at the future. Shit, she was probably seeing my fresh start, I couldn't deal with that, not right now. Jasper was by her side at once, just in case she came out of her vision upset. I looked at her trying to read her face, I tried to read her mind as well but she had gotten good at hiding what she was thinking. She didn't look mad or upset in fact she... she burst out laughing.

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A.N. - Yeah so this is the first chapter, i know it's kinda boring and pretty much based on Midnight Sun and Twilight but when Edward leaves its completely my own plot. Please review and feel free to critisise as it's my first fanfic. So yeah thanks for reading, and please review to let me know if i should continue posting! Xo.