Hello again world! I heard the song 'Dear Darling' and I was flooded with Malec feels so I wrote this piece inspired by the lyrics.

I don't own The Mortal Instruments or the song unfortunately :( Please read and review if ya liked it!

To my darling Alexander,

Please excuse my dreadful handwriting but my hands won't stop shaking as I write this letter. I'm so alone and so cold every night without you.

I miss you so much. It hurts more than anything not having you here by my side. Where you belong. No one could ever understand what our love was like, what we went through together. I wanted it to last forever. It could have been perfect. I tried, Alexander. Wasn't that enough?

If you do read this, if these words do break through the wall of ice that now guards your heart, all I can say is how much I need you. I mean every word.

Darling, I hope you can still see beneath the ink smudges. I've given up trying to stop the tears from flowing. I'm just so empty now. You completed me and yet you killed a part of me when you betrayed me. I know that no one understands why I had to leave but me. But I'll never forget what you did. And what we had before.

I've been thinking about that restaurant you took me to: Taki's. Our first date. Everything felt so right, so in place. I could lose myself in your deep blue eyes. Please say you remember how perfect that night was. I hope your head is filled with those odd moments of bliss and happiness. I know mine is.

Alexander, would you ever forgive me? I can't sleep without you near. I'm lost. Please? I want you: I need you. Over all my 800 years, I've never hurt so much or missed someone as much as I do you.

I can't cope, Alexander. Izzy told me that you're a wreck too. Lets face it: we need each other back if our lives are to resume again. You don't know how badly I want to hold you and just apologize for leaving, for ruining everything.

Can we try again?

Love from Magnus, who doesn't want to be the High Warlock of Brooklyn anymore.

Magnus read the letter over again and again until he knew it by heart. Alec was gone. His stupid letters would never convince the shadowhunter to even look in his direction again. Magnus set fire to the letter and cried as he watched it burn. It felt like a part of him was in those words and now it was burning to ashes, never to be seen again.

I assume you've read it if you're reading this so did ya like it? Did it crush your soul into a million pieces? Please review :)