A/N YES FANFIC IS BACK UP! AHH! The site was down FOREVER! and now we are LIVE! AHH! Okay so this is a NEW story obviously! It came to my at like 3:30 AM I grabbed my Ipod and wrote most of it on the notes and then I sent it to my email. This is NOT a rip off, of beautiful creature, I just have a feeling some one might say it is but the idea is totally original. OKAY! HERE WE GO! OMG I have been WAITING to post this! AHH! It's really good or at least that's what I think ANYWAY HERE! AH

I stand by the coffin looking down at her, her blonde hair covering her face. All though I can't see her face I know she is beautiful.

I feel tears running down my cheeks my vision is blurry. I want to touch her. Move the hair from her face but I can't. I don't know how I got here. I don't know this girl. I just know I love her. Or loved her. She was my life, my soul, my purpose for living and now she is gone. And I can't bare to see where life takes me without her.

I go to move her hair from her face. So I can see her one last time before she is gone forever. When I touch her hair everything goes black.

I jolt up in bed sweaty. Once again I am having this dream I don't know why, but I keep seeing her, dead. When I touch her I awake. I know I won't be able to fall asleep now. I look at my clock 6:30 AM. I guess I could go for a bike ride or something I would have to be up in a half hour anyway.

I get up and slip on some shorts and a t-shirt. I walk down stairs knowing my dad is gone so I have the house to myself, like always. I eat a banana and go outside. I find my bike leaning against the house right where I left it last time I rode it. Which was forever ago.

I ride along the road going nowhere just riding getting my mind off the girl who appears in my dreams every now an then.
I don't know why she is there, this is the 6th time I have seen her, the first 3 times I thought nothing of it, but after that I can't help but think there is something wrong with me.

I ride past the supermarket, past a gas station and turn around, I should get home and get ready for school, I start my Junior year, today.

I bike back to my house at a slower speed, not in a rush, if I get to school late that's okay. I bike for what seems like a shorter time than before, because even though I was taking my time, I got home in ten minutes, but I was gone for 30. I put my bike back on the side of the house and go inside. I walk upstairs to the bathroom and strip my sweaty clothes off, I turn the water on hot and step in the shower.

I take my time, most of the time just standing in the hot water, wonder what this girl looks like, all I know is: She is small, not curvy like most girls I see, blonde hair, and I love her. If I could just see her face, maybe I would recognize her or something, maybe I could see if she is real, or if the universe is telling me I can only find true love in my dreams, with a dead girl, that I have never seen.

I get out of the shower and dry off, I go in my room, the towel around my waist, I slip on my clothes, some dark blue jeans, with a black T-shirt that says 'It's not my fault.' it's my only clean shirt, I forgot to do my laundry again, it's not always the first thing on my mind.

I put some stuff in my school bag, it's not a backpack more of a laptop case with some room for books, I happen to take my laptop with me everywhere, not really sure why I do, I just do.

I go down stairs and make a more suitable breakfast, a bowl of cereal, 2 pop tarts and a glass of OJ. When I'm finished I grab an extra pack of pop tarts for Zeke, knowing he wont eat breakfast even though he should, we have foot ball tryout's, which I have been thinking on just going for track, I did football so I can run, which I like to do, more than football. I grab my bag and head out the door to my car, silver 2013 eclipse spyder, it's one of my dads cars but since he isn't home and I don't want to take the bus, I use any of his 3 cars he has here.

I get in the car and drive off to Zeke and Uriah's house, they both have cars, but their parents took the keys away, because they decided it would be fun to race each other around town, they didn't get caught by the police but one of their neighbors saw and told Mr. and Mrs. Pedrad, they took the keys and said Zeke and Uriah would have to get a ride to school. It's been like this for two weeks now, me taking them everywhere they need to be.

I pull up and honk twice, Zeke and Uriah both run out to my car and fight for the front seat. In the end Uriah is in the back, Zeke up front.

"Here." I say and toss Zeke the pop tart.

"Yes! You never let me down." He says and rips open the pack, he tosses on back to Uriah, leaving one himself. "Brown sugar cinnamon may, be the most plain but it's one of the best!" Zeke exclaims.

"Hey, Four did you know that Zeke, was telling me that, today he is going to as Shauna out, after all these years of swooning over her." Uriah says from the backseat.

"Is that so?" I say looking over at Zeke, then back at the road.

"Yeah, I think might, I am not sure yet though, it just depends. " Zeke says finishing off his pop tart.

"Depends on what?" I ask.

"How she looks today, if she looks hot, like somkin hot, probably not, but if she just looks hot. like really hot, or normal self hot then hell yeah!" Zeke's logic has never made sense to me.

"Why don't you just ask her out anyway? No need to be a pansycake."

"Because she is always with her friends, you know Christina, Marlene, Lynn, and that other small one."

"Zeke, I have no clue who any of these people are." I say, which is true I don't pay much attention to girls, I did freshmen year, but they all wanted me and I just turned them down, not interested in any of them.

"Really? I could so you going out with Marlene, or Christina." Uriah says.

"Shut up Uri!" Zeke yells and hits Uriah's head. "But I would agree with Uri, I could see you with Marlene. Maybe Christina."

"If I was right what the fuck did you hit me!?" Uriah says and slaps Zeke's face. Which turns into a hitting war.

"GUYS! Stop!" I yell. They stop and are silent for the rest of the ride. Thank god.

OKAY! So please TELL me about this, I think 3 stories MAY be to hard for me to handle but maybe not I could do it! But yea tell me how you like it! Please! Like I said this idea came to me at 3:30 AM Soooo YEAH! Tell me how you like it!

Keep CraZY and Fangirl/Boy On! ~Kim