Title: I am the Wind
Author: Niki-chan
Rating: PG
Summary: Kagura finally has her freedom, but it is not at all how she had imagined. Kagura's POV.
Spoilers: Manga chapter 374! If you haven't read it, don't read this, or you'll be spoiled!
Notes: All the dialogue in this story was taken from the original manga, as translated by Kuro at Ear-Tweak (www . ear-tweak . com) A very special thank you to her for her wonderful scanlations, without which this story wouldn't be possible!
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Disclaimer: InuYasha and all characters belong to Rumiko Takahashi. I wish they were mine, but they're not. Manga translations thanks to Kuro.
"My heart… It's moving."
Never in my life had I felt such a sensation. It was glorious. With every beat it was as if my entire existence had been leading to this single moment. This was everything I had ever wanted.
Freedom.
"Where will I go from here? I can go anywhere. I am free."
For the first time in my short life I was able to go where I pleased. Naraku could not stop me; could not control me.
I attempted to stand, but was met with an almost unbearable pain.
"Dammit," I cursed. "My body won't move." Even now Naraku had control over me. The realization caused an unfamiliar pang in my heart, as if it were going to break in two. I clutched at it desperately. Naraku's poison coursed through my veins; the burning was almost unbearable.
It was only made more horrifying by the sudden realization that I was dying.
Alone.
"It's so quiet," and suddenly I was afraid. Afraid of what I had longed for night after night.
"There's no one."
I never realized how lonely I was before. Perhaps I was simply unable to feel it. I rarely felt anything but disdain. And suddenly now I was being overpowered by emotions.
"So this is where it ends, is it?" I was unsure of who I was asking. Certainly I did not believe in any God.
"I'm all alone."
And then it dawns on me.
"This is… the freedom I was longing for."
Surely I must have known?
Deep inside my stubborn mind, I must have known this was how it would end. Of course I knew. In life I could never escape Naraku. This was the only way.
I smiled a little to myself. It was the only way.
Still, it was a shame to go alone…
And it is as if he has read my mind, because suddenly there is someone at my side.
"Sesshoumaru…?"
I am surprised he is here, and I try to hide my happiness in seeing him.
"I came following after the scent of Naraku's shouki," he said simply, and again my heart feels as if it has broken a little.
"Heh," I laugh slightly, averting my eyes. "You'll be disappointed. Naraku isn't here."
Surely I did not believe he had come for me?
"I knew that it was you," he said blankly, and I cannot hide the surprised look from creeping onto my face.
"I see…" I whisper, but I do not. He knew it was only me, and he had come regardless?
"You knew… and so you came…?"
He says nothing, then moves his hand to his sword. I silently wonder if he intends to finish me off, but he seems to hesitate, and then drops his hand as if in defeat. I intend to ask him what he meant to do, but he interrupts my thoughts.
"Are you going?"
His question startles me at first, but then a weak smile finds its way onto my lips.
"Yeah," I whisper, finally coming to terms with it myself. "It's fine," I say, and it is.
I gaze into his eyes… such beautiful eyes… I marvel at the concerned look on his face as I speak.
"In the end… I was with you…"
This thought makes me smile.
And suddenly I feel light, as if I am being lifted from my body. I don't have time to react, as I feel the wind blow through me.
It is over.
I hear voices, though I am unable to recognize them.
"Was she suffering?"
"She was smiling."
Hmm… I was wasn't I?
Slowly everything disappears around me, and I know I am dead. But it's ok.
For the first time in my life, I am truly happy.
I am the wind.
The free wind…
