DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN SAILOR MOON.

A/N: I had this fic finished already but I am changing little things here and there but it's basically the same thing. I hope I only make it a better. I'm fixing a lot of things because it obviously needed a lot of work. Well I'm also doing a second part to this story since, I admit, it was needed. I was really close to changing the title but it does link in with what is going on. Hmm... don't know what I should rate it yet but I'll definitely let you guys know if there are any changes!
Also! Keep in mind this is after the sailor moon anime ending and Usagi is now an adult and not a teenage girl. Anyway I hope you enjoy! =^.^=

Warning: This is a Seiya/Usagi fic but there will be minor Mamoru/Usagi for obvious reasons. Everything comes in good time, friends ;)

A Love Beyond Control

By: ladymoon

"Mamooo-chan!" the cheerful high pitch voice filled the air.

Mamoru saw his girlfriend running his way which immediately brightened up his face. The girl was nearly 20 yet her sweet goofball self was a trait which seemed was there to stay. It was something he loved and always would.

The air outside was peaceful, occasionally a soft breeze would stir up the leaves making them dance around the love couples appreciating the park.

"Usako" his peach lips formed into smile when she reached him. "What brings you here?"

"Heh" she giggled, hiding her smile behind her thin slender fingers. "I'm running a few errands for my mama," she looked up with a smitten smile accompanied by a small bloom to her cheeks. "And you?" As soon as she had spotted the familiar slender figure, she raced towards the man with the book in his hand. He looked concentrated on it as he sat on the bench but Usagi was too excited to see him to question if it was a good idea to interrupt him.

"I had to get out of my place, I couldn't really concentrate on my studies so I decided to study out here, the weather is quite soothing."

"Mm-hm" Usagi agreed looking around the park, couples hugging and laughing, children chasing after frisbees and balls, it was truly a beautiful day. A smile formed on her lips as she appreciated the contentment, it had been years since the battle with Galaxia and the world was as peaceful as it would ever get. She caught Mamoru's smile and offered to leave since she was busy as well but the man caught her by surprise.

"Wait" he pulled her arm gently but with enough force to bring Usagi towards him. Their lips met and Usagi's cheeks reddened in delight. Some time had passed since Usagi and her boyfriend had had time to spent together alone, especially getting intimate like this with one another. Their lives had become hectic and time became limited. Both decided to bask in the moment and tuned out the world around them. Usagi felt Mamoru's tongue and widened her mouth, granting him access and intermingling it with her own. Usagi was more mature now and being together for such a long time opened up their relationship in more ways than one. They had slowly been exploring their limits every rare time they had to be alone.

Mamoru tasted her sweetness, breathed in her scent, felt the smoothness of her neck, and felt his restraint wearing thin. He felt Usagi's run up his chest and around his neck and his heart beat tripled in speed. Mamoru was a respectful and patient man. He knew this wasn't the time to be a hormonal teenager, not when his ruling days were apparently around the corner, but he was a man after all. He missed her more each day and every single time he got to spend more time with her he craved her presence even more. His feelings for the girl ran deeper than he ever imagined possible but he needed to remember what kind of person he was.

'What is he doing? What am I doing? Why can't I stop?' Usagi wondered where this was heading but she couldn't bring herself to pull away. She contemplated whether this was some kind of signal Mamoru was giving her. Testing her if she was a grown up, mature woman who was soon to become the queen.
She giggled at her thoughts causing Mamoru to pull away.

"Did I do something?" he gulped.

Usagi eyes ate at his beautiful features. His concerned and embarrassed face was beyond endearing, his lips looked soft and were still wet from the kiss. It's as if they were calling out to her, she yearned for more. Usagi didn't answer him, she only tippy-toed and -

"USAGI!" Minako and Rei yelled.

Usagi felt the blood drain from her body in less than a second. Both Mamoru and Usagi's faces flooded bright red and both flew as far away as they could from each other.

"It was all him" Usagi crossed her arms, closed her eyes, and looked away.

"Oh please" Mamoru threw a sour look at her.

"It looked like you were clinging on to him like a -"

"If you excuse me-" Usagi interrupted Rei before her humiliation multiplied. "I have things to do and places to go-" she began to walk with confidence by her side and was soon betrayed by her own clumsiness.
After hitting the ground, she gulped and sniffed, feeling the tears begin to flood in her eyes. She reminded herself of her age and how far she had come (even Luna was proud of her growth) and sought out the will to turn back and smile at her audience all before she heard them snickering all together.
'EVEN MAMO-CHAN?' she roared inside her head. Without a care, she quickly got on her feet.
"Hmph!" her high pitch voice interrupted the chortle and she began to walk off.

"Usaaaagi" they all pleaded but she didn't stop.

'This is so annoying, I can't grow up if they keep treating me that way!' She kept talking to herself and hissing profanities. Her pace had quickened as well as her irritation, she wasn't sure why she was so annoyed but didn't try to think too much of it. Usagi stopped at the crosswalk waiting for the green go, her eyes wondered in front of her and when they got ahold of something beyond her belief, her feet froze just when she was about to cross. Her eyes grew as wide as saucers and felt like something had beat the air out of her body and forgot to breathe for a few seconds, the intensity of her shock had left her cold as ice. Her eyes were locked on him, in the midst of the crowd she had managed to spot him. He glowed above everyone else, there wasthe man she always assumed she'd never see again, the one who once made her question her heart, the one who was once her best friend.

"Seiya…" Usagi managed to squeeze out. A trembling fist made it's way to her chest and she gripped on to her shirt, her heart burned and she didn't want to admit why. Even though Usagi was still a ditz, she had grown in many ways. She understood things she never did before. She reminisced the things she would feel around the pop star, all the emotions and memories came rushing back to her as if they had never left. Now that she understood those emotions she felt them to be stronger. Usagi felt a cold breeze brush up behind her, causing the small hairs behind her neck to stand, and goosebumps rise from her skin. She shivered at the change of weather. It was like a ghost from the past had returned to haunt her.
As she stood across from the man she had once spent everyday with, she was greeted with the same feeling in her chest as the day she saw him leave. Usagi gulped the storm of emotions overwhelming her insides and her knees grew weak.
Usagi's eyes were locked on Seiya, she stared as the wind played with his dark, beautiful hair which danced around his milky white skin. She gazed at his deep ocean blue eyes which still kept the same shine as before. She would be lying if she said she had never wished for his return but as time went by her mind slowly put that hope in a vault she would only open in her dreams. The image of him after all these years began to fade as if he had never existed but his glowing eyes always pulled through.

Seiya tried to handle the commotion the crowd around him was causing. He was appreciative that he had not been forgotten after all these years but good god he needed some space! He attempted to answer all the questions that were being thrown at him from every direction but frankly, his irritation was growing. He carelessly looked away, his mind jumbled from all the chaos. His eyes ran past someone standing across the street quickly returning to her as his brain caught up to him.
'It's her' Seiya's heart throbbed at the sight before him. So long he had imagined how different she would look, and to his surprise nothing had. Seiya gulped, he was eager to talk to her, feel her presence around him. He had no idea know how he could've lasted so long without seeing his close friend. Seiya's feet instinctively ran and fought their way through the crowd. He ran across the street, ignoring the honking from cars and trucks.

Usagi felt something grab her hand and she flew out of sight. When her mind caught up to her she realized the man she had been gazing at had managed to fight the herd and reach her. She stared at the back of his head with a mixture of a shocked, happy, and scared expression.

Seiya came across a dark alley, he crouched down behind the dumpsters and nodded up to Usagi for her to do the same. Seiya covered her mouth with his hand as she did so.
"Shh.." he whispered as he peeked at the street. He noticed the stampede of fans and reporters run past the alley and sighed in relief. He turned back to Usagi and to his dismay, found how many inches away he was to her. He felt his cheeks burn up and immediately pulled back.

Both were attempting to catch their breaths from the adrenaline of the run and the shock of their reunion. They stood staring at one other, breathing a little too hard and searching for what to say to break the eager silence.

"Seiya…" Usagi found the words first.

Seiya kept his eyes locked on to hers with a constipated expression, he had almost forgotten how sweet and high pitched her voice was. 'Talk you moron.'

Usagi questioned his silence.

'Great. The first thing I do after so long of not seeing her is freak her out.' Seiya roared to himself.

"Are-Are you ok?" Usagi was beginning to wonder if this really was him or if her mind was playing tricks on her and she was now talking to a stranger who looked nothing like Seiya.

"Odango" Seiya blurted out and smirked at her awkwardly. This wasn't how he'd hoped he'd respond but at least he had managed himself to breathe and speak to her.

The simple term of endearment was enough to make her weak in the knees again, she wasn't going insane and this was really him. The whirlpool of emotions threatening to leave her powerless.

"I'm sorry. I just haven't seen you in so long." Seiya cleared his throat, regaining his appealing confidence and beamed at her. "You haven't changed at all Odango."

They were simple words, yet they were destroying her on the inside. This wasn't normal behavior at all. She tried to convince herself that this would be her exact same reaction as if she saw Taiki or Yaten, she missed all of them.

Seiya began to wonder why Usagi stayed as still as stone and was staring intently at him. It almost seemed to him as if she wanted to hug him or kiss him even. Shoving the ridiculous thought aside, Seiya agreed that she was only testing to see if he was real. It was understandable, after all he had shown up out of thin air. He cleared his throat once again bringing her out of her stupor.

"Oh!" Usagi gasped covering her mouth. "Is there something going on? Is Earth in danger?"

Seiya sighed, he wished him being here didn't mean trouble to her but was glad she was back to coherence. "Don't worry everything is fine."

Usagi puffed her cheeks and exhaled, feeling stupid for not inquiring about it before.
"Then... why are you here Seiya?" She tilted her head and stared into his eyes, now that her earlier question was answered, she somehow felt more worried to hear his answer.

A/N: Thank you for reading! Hopefully interest in the story grows by the chapter. Until next time folks!