Who Shall It Be?
I'm stuck with two women I love and I'm hurting both of them. Keh, I guess I am always making mistakes. Kikyo, my firstt love. The time I met her was when she fought a demon who was after the jewel. I was hiding on top of a tree while I watched her. She looked so exhausted and when she was about to leave, Kikyo fainted. I remember that moment and still kept it close. I never wanted harm to come to Kikyo. She was so pure and so forgiving and now she is an undead miko filled with hatred and unforgiving sadness. I wanted to hold and let all the pain go away. She is strong and still show emotion other than hatred and sadness. Even though she is dead, Kikyo often protect villages and children. I know for a fact that she loves children so much because she plays with them almost everyday. I think they are the only ones, besides me and Keade, who think of her more than just a priestess. I can never let her go and be forgotten. She has done so much when she was alive. Why did fate have to do this? She was the only one who excepted me when no one wanted to be my friend. She is a great person and still is. Kikyo helps the wound. I saw nothing wrong with her except she barely smile. The first kiss I had with her was a dream come true.
But there is still Kagome. I also love her. I know, I'm such a stupid two-timer. But who can blame me. Kagome is the reincarnation of Kikyo and does have some similarities of her. But she is different. Kagome tries to play match maker with Sango and Miroku but I don't see why she would do that. She saves my ass when I need it. She also saves everybody else. Sure we do argue often but you know no matter how many times we argue, I will always love her. She understands peoples problem just like Kikyo does. She loves me just the way I am. Kagome always smiles and caring. She does intend to spy on me with Kikyo and that does get annoying. And she does get jelous but she does help Kikyo any way she can.
I know I can't have both of them. I tried to make it better for the both of them but I keep braking thier hearts. They seem the same but yet different. Kagome is happy and proud while Kikyo is sad and torn. They are the oppisite. I want to be with Kikyo but, I want to be with Kagome, too. I want to live my life with Kagome but I want to spend my death with Kikyo. No matter who I pick it will leave the other one with tragic tears. Who shall it be? I don't know.
Okay guys i tried to be nice to kagome.I don't like her at all! But I do feel pity for her. So i made a fic with no bashing. I tried to come up with good things about her, so be nice. (not that your mean or anything )But the flamers please give me a reasonable flame. i just can't stop laughing at jackasses who can't flame right.