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Were wolf dreams
I awoke one last time from the night mare. I kept reliving it in my dreams and I probably would for the rest of my life, that's why my life must end now. I looked at the picture on my dresser. The Red haired girl who got to close. I didn't mean to do what I did. Forever I'd feel the pain of my first true love. I now know the pain Angel feels. The pain he carries around due to the signs of his other self. I knew it wanted to become the way it did . I tried to stop my self but my human mind had no control of my Werewolf body. just like angels Soul had no control over his soulless self. That's why I had come to forgive him unlike the others. Willow forgave him. Her loving self would of forgiven me to. She was always so perky and peppy. always ready to help anyone. She was quieter then I and never forgave herself with the mishap with Xander. Xander, He was the most annoying person on earth. but he was the best friend to Willow, my Willow. I missed her now more then ever before. I missed her sweet kisses and nervous voice but whenever I think of her happiness I feel the pain. I have secluded my self to living with the vampires now. I killed so I should live like the scum of killers. Shouldn't I? I do believe though that I will find a way to bring her back from the great beyond. Spells of Wiccan and Friend from old times. I knew Gilles has tried unsuccessfully to bring his dtudents back. Everyone knew we all were more then students to the old watcher. He cried the night she turned up missing and saw I was gone from the cage. He cried the night Buffy's body laid on his door step and the night the new slayer Arrived to replace her, Lyn. He even cried over the death of faith her replacement arrived to, Willow. He refuse to use the name. Even seeing the new one causes my stall heart to feel the pain. Willow, My Willow, I will love you forever, never forget you, I will see you again.
Were wolf dreams
I awoke one last time from the night mare. I kept reliving it in my dreams and I probably would for the rest of my life, that's why my life must end now. I looked at the picture on my dresser. The Red haired girl who got to close. I didn't mean to do what I did. Forever I'd feel the pain of my first true love. I now know the pain Angel feels. The pain he carries around due to the signs of his other self. I knew it wanted to become the way it did . I tried to stop my self but my human mind had no control of my Werewolf body. just like angels Soul had no control over his soulless self. That's why I had come to forgive him unlike the others. Willow forgave him. Her loving self would of forgiven me to. She was always so perky and peppy. always ready to help anyone. She was quieter then I and never forgave herself with the mishap with Xander. Xander, He was the most annoying person on earth. but he was the best friend to Willow, my Willow. I missed her now more then ever before. I missed her sweet kisses and nervous voice but whenever I think of her happiness I feel the pain. I have secluded my self to living with the vampires now. I killed so I should live like the scum of killers. Shouldn't I? I do believe though that I will find a way to bring her back from the great beyond. Spells of Wiccan and Friend from old times. I knew Gilles has tried unsuccessfully to bring his dtudents back. Everyone knew we all were more then students to the old watcher. He cried the night she turned up missing and saw I was gone from the cage. He cried the night Buffy's body laid on his door step and the night the new slayer Arrived to replace her, Lyn. He even cried over the death of faith her replacement arrived to, Willow. He refuse to use the name. Even seeing the new one causes my stall heart to feel the pain. Willow, My Willow, I will love you forever, never forget you, I will see you again.