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It has been eight years since I seen him, eight years since he left me in that forrest all alone, and eight years since I found out I was pregnant.

Flashback

I stood there, looking at him, begging him with my eyes, with my body, with everything I was, everything I had. I wanted him to stay, I needed him to stay. It was only a few days ago that I gave him everything I had, everything. It was our first night together as one and now he's standing here in front of me telling me he wasn't good enough for me.

"No Edward. You are good for me. You mean everything to me." I was pleding with the tears streaming down my face. I couldn't wipe them away, I wanted him to see what he was doing to me.

"Your not good enough for me Bella." Was his reply this time. I stood there in shock. I wasn't good enough for him?

"I'm not.. I'm not good enough for you?" I was in shock, I just kept repeating it over and over again in my head. I wasn't good enough for him.

I felt his lips on my forehead and his whispered goodbye. I opened my mouth to speak but he was gone.

End Flashback

I couldn't move for a few months, I sulked in my room for two months before leaving it. Charlie was worried about me, I could tell. Always checking up on me. I had nightmares. Horrible, vivid nightmares about that night. I would wake up screaming with tears running down my face. I couldn't stand to be alone. The first time I left my room was when my mother came to visit me. I only left my room to kick her out the house. She told me she would be in a hotel in Port Angelse for a few days and to call her if I needed her. Two days after that, I cracked. That was the day I found out I was pregnant. I was two months pregnant and scared.

I left Forks after that, keeping in touch with the other Cullen's. Edward had left after that night. He wasn't told about the baby, I didn't want him to know.

Alice kept me updated on what all was going on in Edward's life, how he was a mess without me, how he kept begging Alice to tell him where I was. But not even Alice knew where I was. I would call her from a blocked number, letting her know how my pregnancy was going and that I was still alive and well. My mother helped me that day she was born. I named her Evangeline Ray Cullen, it only felt right to give her her fathers last name.

I had called Alice that day to tell her where I was. That was the first time I ever told Alice where I was. Everyone flew in, minus Edward of course. They all wanted to see her. She looked just like him only she had my lips and nose, everything else was him. I had continued my studies and went to college to be a therapist. Being a single mother wasn't all that bad. My mother watched her while I was at school. Esme and Carlisle helped me pay for college. They felt horrible for the way Edward treated me. I tried to tell them not to but it was out of my hands at one point and college was paid in full. I would get monthly checks from them as well to help take care of any bills for Evangline.

Now it is eight years later and his name shows up in my calendar. I had to ask my secretary five times if this was right. It was, to much of my demise. I thought about having my secretary call him and tell him I had to reschedule. Its been eight years and he decides now to show up in my life. So now I am sitting here, death glaring my calendar for having that name written on it. The same day he broke my heart.

Grabing my cell I quickly went to my contacts. I had a phone call to make.

"Hello?" Her pixie-like voice asked as she picked up the phone.

"Alice.. Its Bella." I replied quickly.

"Bella are ok? You sound rushed." I could hear the concern in her voice.

"Who told him Alice? Who told him where I was?" I asked panicky. Someone told him. Someone must have. Its not like he knew what I was going to college for anyways. And even if he did how would he know where to look or if I even went to college. Or even if I was still alive.

"Bella what are you.. Oh.. He's there? I swear I would never tell him Bella. None of us would. Maybe he found you on his own. He might not even know. Let me call him."Before I could even tell her not to she had already hung up. I glanced at the picute frame on my desk. It was of me and Evangaline when she was first born. I was so happy that day and its clear on my face.

Five minutes later my cell is ringing, Alice's name appearing on the screen.

"Alice.. What.." But I was cut off.

"Its ok. He doesn't know. He's been looking for a therapist and he can't stick to one. He said one of his friends, Mike, gave him your number. He has no idea what your name even is as far as I know." Mike. I know him. Mike Newton. He came to me a few months ago with a lot of problems that we are still working out. He's a good guy but he needs help. He's got a lot of issues with women and sex.

I sighed a breath of relif. "Ok. Thanks Alice."[/b] I glanced at my clock. [b]"Well I got to get going. Have to pick up Evangline from school now. She has gotten so big. She keeps asking about you. Come visit soon." I said before hanging up.

Grabbing my jacket and keys, I quickly left my office.

On the way to my daughters school I kept thinking about Edward. I told her about her father of course. I told her he was on a very long trip and wasn't sure when he would be able to come back. When she was five I thought about telling her he had died in an accident but even the thought broke my heart and I just couldn't do it.

I decided I wasn't going to tell Evangline that her father might be coming home, if he rejected me I would survive but if he rejected her I wasn't to sure what I would do to him or even what it would do to her. I didn't want to get my daughters hopes up after all these years. I've showed her old pictures of him of course. Even a few updated ones Alice and Esme gives me from time to time.

I quickly parked the car in front of the school and got out after shutting it off. I made my way to her class room and walked inside. I smiled as I saw Evangline playing with the blocks. She looked up and smiled wide before jumping up and running to me. [b]"Mommy!"[/b] She said happily as she threw her arms around my legs. I bent down and picked her up. "Hey honey. How was school? Did you have fun?"

I quickly grabbed her things and walked to the car as she talked animatedly about school. Evangeline loved school. She was so smart and she knew it. She was always finishing her work early, it wasn't a bad thing but the teacher eventually figured out she needed to give Evangeline more work to keep her occupied while the other students did their work. I looked in my rear view mirror and my beautiful daughter.

"What would you like to dinner tonight sweetie?" I asked her softly. I would pick something up or make something when I got home. Most nights I made her eat whatever I cooked, but tonight I wanted her to pick.

"Um. Spaghetti Mommy!" I smiled. It was quick and easy.

"I think I can do that." I said as we pulled up into the apartment garage. I quickly got her out and was walked up the few flights of stairs. I unlocked the door and watched as Evangeline ran threw the house to her bedroom. I shut the door behind me and walked into the kitchen, getting to work on dinner.

After about thirty minutes I was finishing the noodles. I called in my daughter for dinner as I fixed her a small piece of buttered toast. I Had just set her plate down when she can into the kitchen holding the most recent picture of Edward that I had.

"What do you have sweetie?" I ask her softly as I grabbed a plate and some buttered toast for myself.

"A picture of Daddy. I wanna make sure I know what he looks like uncase I ever see him." She said with a big smile on her face. She set down the picture and started to eat her food.

As I sat there eating I couldn't help but wonder how our appointment would go, if he would even recognize me. I sent Alice updated pictures of Evangeline and I and some of just her or me but I wasn't to sure if Edward had ever seen them. If not, he may be in for a surprise.

He may not recognize me though. My hair is shorter, about shoulder length now and its' black not brown like it was the last time he saw me. After we were done eating I ran the baht water for Evangeline and let her take her bath with bubbles. I quickly got her out after a few minutes and get her dressed and ready for bed.

By now it was already nine o'clock. I tucked her into bed, kissed her on her cheek and told her i loved her and to sleep tight. As I was shutting her door I could hear her lightly say "Goodnight Daddy. I love you." I wasn't sure how this appointment would go but I was determined to make it right for my daughter.

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