To be honest...
I'm not perfect.
I'm not the prettiest.
Or the funniest.
Sometimes I'm not even fun.
I don't wear the cutest clothes,
And I am not the happiest person.
My smile isn't the whitest and it's not always there.
I easily lose focus and I laugh at people often.
But you know what?
They were laughing at me first.
I'm not the skinniest and I don't have the best skin.
To be honest…
I accept these flaws and go on with my life.
I tell it how it is.
I'm not gonna sugar coat anything.
Or change who I am.
When I say something I mean it.
To be honest…
I don't like who i am.
I don't like the life I lead.
I don't like being alone.
But I promised…
To stop trying to give up.
I stopped cutting.
But I'm not done crying.
I promised and I never lie.
I won't give up…
Until life gives up on me.
To be honest…
I need you