Chapter 1.
Cat POV.
I swallowed the glass filled with vodka..still i didn't feel anything..i didn't feel the bad taste of the vodka on the back of my throat..not the tears falling down my face..i was just completely numb.
A week earlier.
'i'll sort it,go your going to be late for work' frankie said to me,i gave her a quick kiss and left.
how much of an idiot am i?
risking everything for frankie..but i love her..i love sam..
the bracelet..i took it off and shoved it in my pocket..walking along the street until a man passed me he was smoking..
'could i cadge a cig of you?'
he hands me a fag and gives me the lighter..im saying thank you to him far to much due to me nervousness,i breathe in the smoke..the smell,taste and feeling calming me.
I wait for a car to pass me then cross the road..reaching the other side my phone pings and its a text from frankie:"Sorted it out,she wont say anything,love you xxxxx"
I smile..even though i shat my pants..those words can make my stomach go into tangles even since we were teenagers.
I got to work and it was the same boring shit it always is,Alistair being a prick..but now that im doing the wrong thing..it feels better..im not trying to impress him..im living my life..Even if it is VERY fucked up..
The only thing now though..is what do i do?
The question is frankie or sam?