A Hidden Love
Chapter One: My Beloved
My golden eyes found him easily the outward edge of his group. I could hear his slow, even breath from the shadows on the edge of their same camp. They had chosen to make camp in a clearing nestled in a small valley, not to far from my lands.
I had caught their scent earlier that morning. Curious of the feeling I had felt, I track them down here. Now I stand here at the dead of the night, watching a monk sleep. A human, what was I thinking? I was getting hard over a freaking humanཀ Damn I need help... But this human could make me feel so odd with just a smile of his sweet lips. No, with one glance of those wondrous violet eyes. All day all I think about was that haunted me since the day I meet him. I do not even know his name. I felt a sad feeling at that thought, that I was never going to be able to call him by his name. But why do I want to? He is a humanཀ
A sigh escaped my lips as I turned away from the camp and retreated slowly into the shadows. The only sound I made was the whooshing of my silver hair against my whit kimono. Weirdly, I yearned desperately him to wake and follow me, but if he had awoken he could not have known I was there anyway.
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A feeling of eyes watching me made me open my violet eyes. With a quick glance around, I found that we were not being attacked and everybody was asleep. Yet that feeling was so real, and I still had that uneasiness that makes the hair of the back of your neck stand up.
Silently as I could manage I pushed my blankets aside and got up. In a standing position I searched the forest around me, but came up still empty handed.
Moving nimbly , I walked into the forest. I did not know what I was looking for, but some proof of him. It was a dream was what I was telling myself. A dream of his canine yellow eyes watching my body as I slept. Of his beautiful hair shining in the moonlight, and his awing body in the shadows of the trees. I wanted him so bad that I could feel myself getting hard, but sadly I knew it was a dream.
Sighing I sat down below a tree about a hundred yards way from camp. Silently fussing at my body for living me in this aroused state, so much so I new I could not sleep. Yet, I decided to want till tomorrow to satisfy that need. Getting up I started back to camp, only to have a hand come over my nose and mouth, blocking my air. Another arm came around my waist to stop my from twisting away. Though I tried not to, I fell into blackness.
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When the dark headed man went limp against my body, I lowered him to the ground. I had done this to him on impulse, so I really had no idea what to do with him. Well I did have an idea, but it was out of the question with him passed out. His frame was small but surprisingly very muscled. Unable to pull myself
away and just leave him, I settled down under an oak tree and held him in my lap. His beautiful head resting against my chest, and legs a crossed to the left. I watched his peaceful expression has he slept soundly.
With a slip of his leather thong that held the silky black hair, it was now entwined with the silvery strands of my own. I ran my right claw greedily but gently through the tresses. Leaning my head slightly forward, I put my chin on top of his head and took in the dark head's scent.
A sigh escaped my lips as I fell into the welcomed darkness of sleep. Still holding him tight I sleep peacefully for the first time sense my father died. With in my arms I held my secret beloved, my heart. I never wanted to let go, but I knew it would not be so.
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I awoke to warm, strong arms around me. I had a sense of security, and love. Without any thought at all, I snuggled closer to the one holding me. My still sleepy mind did not remember what had happened earlier. But, like with everything, reality hit me. I opened my eyes to see that my head was on a finely made chest dressed in a whit kimono. Strands of silver hair was lightly clasped in my hands, from when I was asleep, as I sat in his lap. In HIS lap. My heart was practically jumping out of my chest, not in fear, but in a sudden desire.
Looking up, I saw yellow canine eyes that were emotionless. I looked into the eyes for a bit more, before pressing my lips against his. I was hoping like hell that he did not throw my off him in revulsion. Sesshomaru's lips were tense and unmoving under mine for a brief second that oddly felt like a eternity. After the shock wore off of him, he softened his mouth against mine. I felt his clawed hands pull me gently closer to his form.
I pulled back from his mouth an inch or so. I gasped in air that was much needed at this point. Our eyes locked before he pulled me back for another kiss. This time the silver headed males tongue licked my lips, silently asking for entrance to my unexplored cavern. I happily softened my lips. He wasted no time in claiming my mouth. I heard my moan when our tongues touched, tenderly at first then growing hungry for each others taste.
Clawed hands slipped down my body, canine eyes looked into my own questioningly. With a small nod I let him lay me on the ground and come down on top of me. A soft groan escaped my lips as his clawed fingers slipped the tie to my simple kimono, exposing my chest to the cold air. I did not have much time to think about being cold as his hands were making slow circles on my chest and his kisses moved from my own lips to a trail to my neck. I made a sound deep in my throat as he bit my neck tenderly with his canine teeth.
I moved my hands up and down his nicely sculpted back in a encouraging manner, as a tilted my head for him to kiss and bite more of my neck in his wicked way. One of his hands was tangled in my dark hair, the other circling a nipple in a teasing fashion. He made a tight circle around it, but never touched the aching tip. I was arching uncontrollably into his caresses. I felt his grin on my neck as I got increasingly louder in my groans and pleads for more.
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My still clothed body was suddenly uncovered as I let the dark haired man role me over to my back. He most have not liked me being dominant, so I let him have the lead for a moment or two, maybe longer if he keep licking and sucking my nipples like that. I felt his hand slid slowly down my chest to my abs, then the flat plane of my stomach. He stopped teasingly right before my pubic hair, then he moved to my hip and around to my thigh. I gave a frustrated groan and arched my body into his, slightly grinding my hips into his. He hissed with pleasure as he grinded his hips back into me.
Not able to take it any longer, I quickly pushed him back under me, finding his lips for a frantic kiss. Pulling back I hoarsely said, "On your hands and nees..." He slowly rolled himself over to his stomach, then shacking slightly moved his arms and legs underneath him. I smiled to myself, happy that I could have such a effect on him. It made my erection go harder than I thought it could ever be. I raised to fingers to my mouth a licked them while the dark headed man looked back at me in lust filled violet eyes, and I almost lost it then. God he was beautiful with his hair tousled by my own hands, and his violet eyes slightly darkened by my touch. Removing my fingers from my mouth I slowly entered one into him, trying to be careful and not hurt the human male. When I heard him cry out, at first I had thought I hand hurt him, but he pushed back into my hand.
It took all the control I could muster to not take him hard right then, but I made myself add another finger to his wonderful heat of his entrance and stretch him. Oddly I felt that I did not want to hurt him, but he was a weak human. I was not sure if I could manage that, but silently told myself I would have to. Deciding after a little while longer of moving my fingers out of him, and hearing his moans, that I would have to take him now or lose control.
I slid my fingers out of him a firmly grabbed his hips. "If I hurt you, tell me and I will stop." I said in the smaller man's ear. Ever so aching slowly, I entered him. He was unbelievably hot and tight. Silently I knew that if he asked me to stop, I would not be able. When I had filled him with my length to the balls, I paused to let him get used to me. The next thing I new was he was moaning and arching back against me, telling me to move. Gritting my teeth for control I knew I did not have, I pulled back two or three inches then thrusted back into him. The dark hair man yelled out in pleasure and I knew I had found his prostate.
I, then, found a achingly slow rhythm. It was truly unbelievable the sounds, and they way he arched back against me. He pulled me down for a slow, hot kiss over his shoulder, before breaking it to whisper in my ear, "Faster, you assholeཀ" His words were so breathless and hoarse it made my heart beat even harder, if that was even possible. I did not comply fast enough for him it seems, so he pressed back even harder than before.
I was only to happy to comply with a low moan I picked thrusted harder and faster. One of my hands that was holding his hips still slipped between his thighs, and fisted it. I started to pump it in time to my thrust that were becoming more frantic into his tight entrance. I was now joining him in his incoherent moans and groans as we got closer to our climax. "Ahhhh... harderཀ" came a breathless command. "Maybe... if you... beg me." came my own hoarse voiced reply. I heard his loud moan that was between expiration and pleasure, and very hot. A amused smile was on my lips as I started to speed up, but pulled some of the control together to slow back down.
For some reason I wanted to here him beg me, and say he loved me. Loved me? Where did that come from. "Please Sesshomaru, please fuck me harder." came a breathless request. I lost it then. I beat hard into his wonderfully hot and tight, body and pumped his throbbing erection with no mercy. The sound of flesh hitting flesh could be heard in the forest around us. It was so loud that at first I thought I had hurt him, but his breath was a pant now between moans.
I felt the smaller male muscles clinched around my erection, and his seed spill into my hand as he went into a orgasm. He came with a hoarse cry that sounded like my name, that made me come with just his voice. I collapsed on his back, my body completely worn out. I felt satisfied, and like it was oddly right to lay on this humans back breathless from the biggest orgasm I had ever had. He was humanཀ I do not understand why I want this weak being as much as I do.
With a sigh I pulled out of the dark-haired man and rolled over to my back beside him. I looked him over with a curious gaze, he was flushed with passion from his hand to toes, fragile, and so sexy. I reached out on impulse and pulled him to my chest. It felt good to have this weak being against my own skin. I heard his content sigh before I fell into the welcomed hands of sleep. My last though was I am just like my father, I loved this beautiful human being that laid in my arms. I loved him even though I did not even know his name.