Sequel to Loss of Trust please read first this is not a stand alone story you will need Loss of Trust, also I have a one shot story if you guys want to go look at that! Hope you all enjoy
Gaining Trust
Ezra's POV
We were standing around the holo table on the Rebel Fleet's command ship, there was a communications tower that was near by that would broadcast all across the galaxy as well as all of the prisons and every other nook and cranny of the galaxy. We had already hacked the system making sure as well as getting the schematics to the entire tower with even the vents. Senator Bail Organa was going to be there as well and we would be able to make sure it is well known that he was in no part of this and would look like they had attacked him as well.
I glances up at Sabine, she had her helmet on and was blocking her emotions as best she could, trying to make sure I couldn't read her feelings. Which I couldn't. Her voice when she spoke about parts of the mission was void of emotions. I listened to the mission, we were splitting off
Hera and Chopper would be ready with air support on the Ghost
Zeb would be going around the perimeter and taking down any bucket heads, as well as letting us know if any back up was on it's way
Sabine along with Kanan would be infiltrating the tower, but Sabine would be starting from the bottom while Kanan would be coming from the top.
Finally I would be going thru the vents and getting to the transmission control room as well as getting the transmission ready to broadcast.
Once Sabine and Kanan met me in the middle, Ahsoka and Rex would be dropping in to finish everything up as we would be starting the transmission.
We all grabbed our weapons, me having to grab my old slingshot, due to the fact I had yet to get a chance to fix my lightsaber. When we were all about to get ready to start the infiltration, I had a small hope that Sabine would take off her helmet, and let me see her, read her, at least see her facial expressions. I needed to see that spark that was usually in her eyes, I hadn't seen it since I left, it wasn't there when they found me on Tatooine. The one that always made me feel like she would be the one I would let see me under my facade of happiness. She has come so close to me letting my shields down around her, but everytime I am about to let her see, something like Malachor happens, or I found out my parents are dead. As far as we can tell anyway. I still have questions and theories about that, but it is probably just from my lack of trust recently. So I will still keep that hope, but not to much.
Though I do want to just yell at Sabine, to take off her helmet, to let me in, to talk to me, to let me see her, so speak with emotion again. But I know yelling will do nothing to help this situation just make it worse, I am the one who betrayed her trust not the other way around like I thought. I misunderstood her painting, they may say
"Art is in the eye of the beholder" But the truth is art is in the soul of the artist, no one else will ever truly know what the painting means, except the artist (If you read my one shot story you guys got where this came from)
That was proven true after I saw that painting. Even if Sabine did talk to me I am not sure what I would say, so I don't want to approach her and just kind of stand there, but I don't want it to be rehearsed then it's not as sincere.
Sabine pov
I kept glancing up at Ezra during the mission briefing, I wanted to talk to him, but I don't know what to say. I keep my helmet on and block him out as best I can hoping he can't see threw my barriers, afraid my eyes would betray me I left my helmet on, and just used my voice, keeping it void of emotion scared if I used any it would reveal how I feel. Though I am not even sure how I feel, even after the talk with Hera i am not sure what to do, I know I need to talk to him, but I still don't know what to say anymore. I mean, does he still like me or, not? I mean the note said he didn't and he hasn't shown any signs though he hasn't shown any for a couple of months since I last shut him down. So now I really don't know what to do, he doesn't know how I feel, and I don't know if he still feels the same. Why are guys so confusing?!
I listened to my part of the mission, oh no... I have to meet up with Ezra, and with the way security is looking, I will be meeting Ezra at mid earlier than Kanan which means I will be alone with Ezra for a few minutes. Which is bound to lead into conversation, or at least attempts at conversation. What am I going to say?!
OK guys, short chapter but I wanted to get it out as soon as I could, so the next chapter will be them carrying out the mission, so it will be alot longer! :) GIve me ideas, Follow Favorite and Review please!
Also check out my new rebels story which helps me get inspiration for this story it's a one shot story So please go read it and the part above that I said you guys would get if you read is in that so I hope you do go read it!
Have a sweet read!