Melodies of Life The Version of How My Real Life is Michelle's Melodies of Life By: Michelle Siu

Alone forever, I'll be searching through the dark.

For traces of friendship you left inside my emptied heart

My friends backstabbed me here and I was left to die.

A note to them, I don't need you to survive.

I've known some of them since our first days at school.

We went through good and bad times, but still we were not through.

I thought we could make it into high school as good friends.

I thought friendship was trust, faith, and love.

In my dearest memories, there are good times between them and me,

I'm a girl and now I know I can't fit in-- With a bunch of boys...

There was no friendship,

It was all just a dream.

I was very stupid to believe in them,

They were all just using me.

Why do I deserve this mean treatment, now? What happened to our friendship?

I lost all my faith, all my trust and all my love.

I thought I had no meaning in this life because of them.

But soon, my friend, Joyce, helped me to survive.

I thank her; she's a true friend not like the boys...

In their dearest memories, have they considered me as a friend?

I was blind, to not see the truth as it was, but I now I do...

There was no friendship,

It was all just a dream.

I was stupid to believe in them,

They were all just using me.

Why do I deserve this treatment, now? What happened to our friendship?

If I left this, lonely world behind,

Would any of the boys miss me at all?

I really thought we were friends.

My fantasy did end.

I can finally come out and face the truth... The reality of lies...