Title – Another Night
POV –
Mortality - Cannon
Summary – Jacob is forced to leave Renesmee in order to keep himself from hurting her. His objective is to be forgotten and to be shunned and the only the place said goal can be achieved is in Volterra, Italy. It's the only place no one will ever follow, not even her.
Yeah I'm alive
But I don't need a witness
To know that I've survived
I'm not looking for forgiveness
Yeah I just need light
I need light in the dark
As I search for the resolution
And the bars are finally closed
So I try living in the moment
For the moment it just froze
And I felt sick and so alone
I could hear the sound
Of your voice still ringing in my ear
I'm going underground
But you'll find me anywhere I fear
–The Resolution, Jack's Mannequin.
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Preface
I was gone, everything I once was, was gone – better yet it forsaken me. I was dead inside. The love, the trust, the will for life, was gone. It all walked away one cold, dark night, without an explanation, a reason, a why. That night I died, that night I became, the cold, distant, wretch, that I am now, only I am cloaked with a care-free fraud.
To this day I ask myself, why? I came to the conclusion that maybe it was me. Maybe I simply wasn't good enough or strong enough. I did something wrong, there is no other explanation, I assumed it to be somewhere along the lines of karma. I was alone because I deserved to be, there was no hope for me, as a matter a fact hope didn't even exist in my world. My world was dark and pitiful. If I could wish for anything it would be…death, the simple pleasure of it all ending. The mess of my life would be over, I would no longer grieve my failures and those I've lost. Unfortunately, that virtue doesn't come easy.
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This preface has no particular POV, it could be Jacob it could be Nessie. The story will be purely in Jacob's POV. Leave your love, reviews are always nice.
~Toodles.