I have been talking to this online guy for a while now. We like the same music, same TV shows, and, well everything. I have never seen him in real life, but that's going to change. Tomorrow I'm meeting him in my favorite place in the world; the Fally. It was this really solitary place down an alley, through some bushes. Few people know about it though. I'm Frank by the way, and he's Gerard. Okay maybe I have a little crush on him, and by little I mean massive. He's the same age as me, 14, and, errr, i might be a little obsessed.
In a way, I feel quite guilty. I've already got a boyfriend. He's called Bradley, and he cuts himself. It's not so bad as it used to be, but he still does it. I really wish he didn't. No matter how many times I try to tell him, he wont stop. His parents don't know, Harry and Bethany, and we wont let them. They are the stricted parents in the world that I have met. They would send him to a mental house of they saw, but it doesn't stop him. Bradley knows something is different, but how do I tell him I don't love him the same way? Okay, thats a lie, I think he is the best person in the world, but I'm so wrapped up in this Gerard! I hate myself, and Bradley is too good for me.
When I told my parents I was gay, they didn't really believe me. My mum told me " Don't be so silly... It's just a phase your going through." I could honestly say her face was priceless when I took Bradley home. Whore. I hate her. Yeah, she did SUCH a good job of bringing up my older brother and sisters, but lacked on me. Even my dad agreed with me. He was... actually alright with me being gay, only after a while though.
A little more about me. I have a mixed music taste. I like the Vaccines, BFMV, Arch Enemy, Inora, Nightwish, the XX, plus loads more. They are the only ones I can be arsed to say. When I found out I was gay, was about when I was twelve. I kissed my bestfriend, and he kissed me back. Alex. I was over at his house, and we were having a deep conversation. We was curious to find out what it was like to kiss a guy. Both of us have had girlfriend, and wanted to see which sex was better to kiss. Even though it was a joint decision, I went in first. It felt so right kissing a guy. Probably from him kissing me, I turned gay, and Alex is now bisexual.
I've told Alex all about Gerard, and he wasn't exactly happy. "Frank, what the FUCK do you think you're doing? You've got an amazing boyfriend who loves you, and you love him, and you're going to throw it all away to meet a guy online? He's probably a paedophile, and you've told him everything about you. Your tastes, your name, age, ADRESS! Don't talk to him, and don't blow it with Bradley. Bradley knows something is wrong. He even asked me if you found someone else or liked another guy, and I had to lie through my teeth saying no! God Frank!" We haven't spoke in a few week, since I wont stop talking to Gerard.
All of that doesn't matter. Tomorrow I'm going to meet him.
A/N: Okay so I know maybe not that good. Usually I don't do plans, so I have probably rambled. Sorry for spelling mistakes, notepad doesn't tell you when you've got an error. Plus it's very hard to write when all I can hear is a chainsaw next door. Enough of my jibberish shizzle, R+R! 3