This is a songfic based on the song Angel
Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN DBZ. NOW THAT YOU LOOK AT IT, I DON'T OWN MUCH. JUST THE IDEA.
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LUV THE BUNNY.
I COMMAND YOU.
I also don't own the song Angel by Sara McLachlan.
Spend all your time waitingFor that second chanceFor a break that would make it okay
She laid her head on a pillow to cry. How could Goku, her Goku, die? Yes he had died numerous times, but he had left her with a child as well. Did he know? Would he ever know?
There's always one reasonTo feel not good enoughAnd it's hard at the end of the dayI need some distractionOh beautiful releaseMemory seeps from my veinsLet me be emptyAnd weightless and maybeI'll find some peace tonight
Yes, and at the same time, he did not want to come back. His excuses were poor. They were worthless. But the pain that she felt at the moment, knowing that she was pregnant without Goku there, was more pain than even Vegeta had ever experienced. This was the pain of loneliness
In the arms of the angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fearYou are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverieYou're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here
Goku was her angel. He was her savior. When he was not there, her life was filled with darkness. She had no idea of what to do at the moment. She felt a slight discomfort at her abdomen. Goku, why did you leave? And now, when I am 4 months pregnant, you say you're not coming back? Why, Goku? Why?
So tired of the straight lineAnd everywhere you turnThere's vultures and thieves at your backAnd the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lieThat you make up for all that you lack
Her life was a twisting barrel. She had no reason to live, if not for Gohan and her unborn child. What would it think to find out that it didn't have a father there. It would die.
She couldn't lie to this child, she would kill it more. There was no reason for a child to be miserable for something that it didn't do.
It don't make no differenceEscaping one last timeIt's easier to believe in this sweet madness ohThis glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
Again, she felt a discomfort in her abdomen. The, she realized that the baby was moving. Oh how she wished Goku was there, to feel their child move inside her.
In the arms of the angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fearYou are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverie
How she wished that Goku would wrap her arms around her. To hold her in her times of discomfort. She felt her eyes slowly droop, entering her body into sleep. A sleep, she wished that once she fell into it, that she would never return to consciousness.
You're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort hereYou're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here
Finally, she entered the sleep, tears streaking her face and her child kicking slowly, but profoundly. Her life had taken a turn for the worst.
You're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here