Basically, I had a dream where, Edward never returned to Bella in new moon, also where Jasper and Alice broke up (for a reason I have not decided yet) and then a few years later Alice hooked up with a new guy. It wouldn't leave my head so I decided to write it up. I understand it's quite random. My dream happened in the middle so I had to make up the rest.
Sorry if its crap. So…ta-dah! J.P.O.V. disclaimer: I own nothing-just the hands I wrote this with. Everything else belongs to the wonderful Stephanie Meyer
It had been 100 years since, we left forks. It has been 100 years since we left Bella. It has
been 100 years since we have all been …'different'. I couldn't really explain what happened.
Edward has been numb, detached, suffering from heartache. Esme was constantly worried
and sad-one her son was miserable, and she had lost a daughter in a way. Carlisle, Emmet,
myself and even Rosalie, have missed Bella terribly, she's probably dead now. And Alice…it
hurts to even say her name now, she was sad, Bella was her best friend. Alice missed her
more than us-not as much as Edward though- she was a sister to her-to all of us. We tried to
get on like before but it wasn't working well.
Then Alice broke up with me.
It hurt so much, I felt what Edward had been feeling, and I felt as if another part of me had
been ripped away. My sun had been taken away from me. Life itself is meaningless, with out
her. I still love her. How could I not? How can I not love a creature as perfect as her? I'm in
love with someone who isn't in love with me.
I was still with the Cullens; I had my own room now. I could have gone my own way, but my
instincts told me to stay with them, also they are my family now.
I went to the lounge where Emmet, Esme and Edward were sitting on the white couches.
Emmet was playing a video game, with Esme and Edward watching.
"Hey Jasper" Emmet said, not taking his eyes of the TV.
"Hey guys,"
"Jasper, how are you?" Esme asked. She meant how I was dealing with my heartache.
"I've been okay" I glumly answered.
She smiled apologetically. I sat next to Edward and sent him some more cheerful waves.
"Thank you Jasper," Edward said. He didn't talk much, not after we left Forks. I missed
Bella she made Edward so happy. She was a sister to me. I felt so horrible after what I did.
"Not your fault Jasper" Edward said glumly, his eyes on the floor.
Rosalie strolled gracefully down the stairs, she saw me and smiled "Hello Jasper."
"Hello Rosalie" I greeted as she sat next to Emmet, she wrapped her arms around his waist.
I looked at the screen, and smiled after seeing him start to loose in his game. Lust was rolling
of him. Get a room I thought to myself. I saw Edward smile a faint smile after hearing me, I
chuckled quietly.
I heard giggles coming from upstairs. I suddenly stopped and growled quietly. Every one
stopped and looked at me, knowing they heard it. I stood up angrily, still growling.
"Let's go hunting" I heard Edward say to me. I nodded and ran out of the door. Edward slowly caught up with me. I didn't stop;
I carried on running when a sweet smell hit me.
I let my instincts take over me, and ran after the animal, not caring what it was. I leaped on a
deer, broke its neck and bit it. I rose and wiped the blood around my mouth with the back of
my hand. I walked over to Edward and sat down next to him.
"Sorry Jasper," he simply said.
I sighed.
Alice.
The reason I ran out the house, was because of her and her new…love. I felt like crying
at that word. I buried my head in my hands and exhaled uneasily.
I'm a wreck, I love someone who loves some one else! I thought we were the other half of
each other then she broke up with me. That's the point in breathing when I can't have her? I
don't need air like I need her. I heard sobbing only when Edward put his hand on my
shoulder, in a comforting gesture, did I know I was the one crying.
"I'm pathetic! I still love her! I can't stop thinking about her. I want to be with her, and the
funny thing is that she doesn't. She couldn't care less. She loves that…that…" I couldn't finish
that sentence, instead I brought on by another round of dry sobbs.
"I know I'm sorry Jasper" he said. He took his hand off my shoulder and placed them on his
knees. He felt pity for me and the heartache that never felt him. After a moment of silence Edward rose and I followed.
"we should get back now" I nodded and ran back to the house.
I realise it's quite short but...oh well. I also need a reason why she broke up with him. help? anyome?
