Hey fanfictionerss lol, trying to get back into writing after a veryy long time away ( sorryy!) if you waiting on an update on " a tad oldfashioned" im going to try my best to reread and finsih off that fic and try for a sequell ! heres something new though : ) it's def my otp, and its about time i had a chaptered fic for these two, this fic is based off a song, which i made a fanvid for this fic for so if you want to see the video for this fic to see where its going message me for a link or let me know in your comments. This is also a love it or leave it ficc, so if i get enough intrest ill keep goingg :) Basic summery is a s follows, takes place in the wwe only lita and john were married in real life and have recently split do to his infidelity. she falls into the arms of the legend killer and from then on the story spirals into drama that includes a pregnacyy, a possible divorce ,peternity delemas, fights, break ups, make ups, sorrow and joyy.. hopefully youll want to foolow me through the ups and downs, and the video would give a better idea of the storyline here but also maybe you wanna stear clear of that to avoid spoilers, up to you so without further adu the ficc! read and revieww pleaseeeeee .

Amy awoke in a cold sweat, his words ringing in her ears "I love you," He had said, "I'm sorry." Swinging her legs out from under the covers to get up she sighed, "Ya, you loved me alright." Her feet hit the carpet quickly and she made her way out of the bedroom and down the hallway to the kitchen for a drink of water.

Retrieving a clean glass from the cupboard she let out another sigh, why did it have to be so difficult? She wondered. It had been three weeks, and it still wasn't getting any easier... she was still waking up looking for his warm body to cuddle into, and she was still crying herself back to sleep when she remembered that he was gone, for good. And the worst part was that she had made him leave, which riddled her with guilt. Even if he did deserve it, somehow knowing that she had sent him away somehow made everything that much more terrible.

It was at that moment that her own cold words came to mind;

"You have to listen to me," Amy said softly, trying desperately to work up the courage for what she had to do.

John turned towards her, his face already showing signs of what was to come. He knew that she knew, and he knew deep down that his marriage was about to fall apart in front of him.

"I never want to see you again," She whispered, her barley audible voice already cracking as the next word left her lips, "ever."

His head fell, the pain of hearing her talk like that was killing him. He tried to speak, but she cut him off, her tone growing angrier, and she had every right to be angry.

"I need you to stay away from me!" Amy yelled, the tears starting to come.

John inched closer, but she just turned away, her green eyes refusing to meet the gaze of his blue ones. Defeated he walked out of their apartment, duffel bag in hand, and that was the last time she had seen or heard from her husband.

She downed the glass of water in her hand, knowing that it was only inevitable she saw him soon. There was only so much longer she could hide out there, she had a job to do, a job that unfortunately he shared with her. And Amy was pretty sure with three weeks off "sick" Vince would soon start loosing his mind if she didn't get her butt back on the road.

The red head walked slowly back towards the bedroom that they had not to long ago shared. She hated being there alone, the house just seemed wrong.. it wasn't her home, it was their home.

A picture of them smiling sat on the night stand looking up at her ominously, she turned it down quickly, unable to take the eyes of strangers on her. Because the happy couple in the picture were two people she just didn't know anymore..