Today I'm me. It's a night full of hope and awesomeness. A new moon is rising it will be big, full and if I had to use another adjective it's beautiful. I will get my something by the lantern light, hopefully tonight so I have to stop using the lie I made up that I found my first plant sample by it's light. I am Jackie a semi normal jackalope, Jackalope is my real name, but people call me Jackie. Ox and Bird were there at the lake laughing for some reason. I like the way Ox laughed, bold and youthful, I liked him with all my preteen heart, which was a very bad crush but if he knew I'd be dead, for I had been a know-it-all for most of my talking years to him, after all I was one year older, I wish I could erase that from their minds (both ox and bird because there is no separating the two), so I could hang out with them that would be better than what I usually do, hang out with my cousin Rabbit , weed my garden or reorganize my plant samples. Rabbit says it's not that big of a deal and I should forget about ox, that something better will come along.
"What are you talking about?" I said.
"Like you need to know, -it-all."Said Bird
"Could you please tell me what you guys laughed about, I might find it funny."
"Alright we were laughing at how fat your butt is, I mean it's about as big as Panda's."
They both laughed, I mean while was hurt to the core, they always did that to me always killing a little piece of my soul every time. I need someone my own age to talk to. With that I left, crushed, bruised on the inside, there goes another piece of my soul. I slipped into my home which was not to far off it, was like Rabbit's in the fact that it was under ground my door was in a hollowed out tree that lead to about four and half stairs, I looked into my mirror the one Rabbit gave me, "A pretty girl needs a mirror." He said when he gave it to me for my tenth birthday. It meant so much to me then, but now it's just a reminder of how ugly I am. There is no doubt I'm ugly with my tan fur and my brown tuft of fur and belly, which is fat (the belly not the fur). I had goggles too, they helped with my sight.
"Why do you have be so stupid?" I said to myself pointing at the mirror, I knew the answer to that question, I just ask it out of frustration, it was because I was a geek. With that out of pure sadness and frustration I laid in my hammock and fell asleep.