I DO NOT OWN ADVENTURE TIME... ENJOY :)

"Bonnie, wait!" I yelled as she turned and walked away, she turned to me in a huff "wait for what, huh marci?!" I rushed up to her side. "Baby.." bonnie shoved a finger into my shoulder "no, no you don't get to call me that anymore" glob, its cold out here.

I wrapped my arms around myself trying to hold in the heat and hold together my thoughts. "Well?" bonni rolled her eyes at me in impatiens and frustration, I sighed trying to fix my thoughts.

"Bonnie, I- I love you" she scoffed with a sarcastic chuckle "yea, well you have a great way of showing it. Glob Marceline what were thinking, oh wait you weren't right? you were just so lost in the passion and lust that you just couldn't help but pounce on the whore right?" sorrow broke threw her raging anger and she started to sob.

Glob, ugh look at what ive done, globdamn it! why do I always have to ruin everything. "Bonnie, I love you, I really, really love you it just-" bonnie began yelling, screaming at me " It's just what, huh Marceline? I keep hearing all this I love you bullshit but that's all it is, bullshit!" angry tears started to stream down her face.

I sighed exhausted, emotionally drained "bonnie, you just don't understand, I grew up learning that you cant trust anyone but 's how I lived that's how I grew up. I never knew what love was because I never felt it, not from my father or anyone else. All of the girls before you, they didn't mean a thing to me. Our relationship was based on sex not love, at least they were for me. Bonnie I convinced myself that love was a weak useless emotion, and then.. I meet you."

I collapsed, no longer being able to contain my emotions I cried and cried for what seemed like hours but I knew they were only minuets.

When I finally pulled myself together I lifted my head to look at bonnie thru blurry eyes. I couldn't really make out her features, but I knew it was her because I could make out the bright pink color of her giant winter coat. She looked like a piece of hubba bubba chewing gum with legs. I smiled at the thought for a moment then sighed.

I took a few deep breaths to calm relax my breathing before standing to finish my last thought. "Then I meet you, you showed me something that I never felt or desired to feel. I was confused and scared, I had no idea on how to cope with this new emotion so I did what I do best, I ran. I ran to a girl that I don't even know and I fucked her, thinking that it would wash away the feeling that was so forging to me, but it didn't. All I could think about was you and how amazing you make me feel and how doing that with this random stranger made me feel the complete opposite. I didn't like that feeling at all, and I never wanna feel that way ever again, bonnie I love you so much that it truly honestly scares me."

Bonnie wiped her tears away and gave me a half smile "honestly?" I reached out to her and pulled her into me "honest." I held her close and gently kissed her forehead she nested her face into my jacket "marci?" she spoke into my leather jacket "yea, baby?" she lifted her head and looked me in the eyes "please, don't ever leave me alone." I held her face in my hands "I couldn't if I tried, princess" she smiled and placed her face back into my jacket.